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hey. omg. logan wants to makeout with me really bad. i like, want to do him too, but like, i cant. one cos he has a girlfriend. two cos id be staind for life. i mean, i already cant get over him and we havent even done anything! its pathetic sometimes! lol. and im going to see him friday thru a whole fricken movie. and im guna sit by him, thru and whole fricken movie! i dont know what to do. what if he makes a move? should i take it? rawr, its so confusing. now he went away. i dont know. i just want him so bad sometimes but then my stupid head reminds me of every bad thing hes done to me! stupid head! lmao. so i dont know if im guna do anything with him friday or not. its just confusing. he wants to cheat on his girlfriend. which i find is a big no no. so thats not a good sign for knowing hes a good byefriend. he wants to be with me. but he wants to be with her too. i guess shes the better choice. he hasnt done anything to her yet. unlike me. and i can be a bitch alot of times. he even fucking said i was a bitch yesterday! lol. thats not fun. no no. im so excited about the dance friday. hehehaha. rawr, allison and chelsea are on the fone with logan and i think mike. lmao. allison lied to me! grrr! chelseas mom saw the phone bill? what BULLSHIT! LMAO. rawr. she made me get off the pphone with allison. grr. i dont know. i was talking, well flirting with logan earlier and i GRR. dont knowww. god i hate feelings sometimes. and HORMONES. they SUCK sometimes. grr. my dady fixed my stupid puter speakers and shit so now it works like magic. lol. so yea. now im listening to the beautiful nirvana. i want their cd [s] cos they have like a million. lol. i stole my brothers old linkin park cd the other day cos im a loser. lol. well. gtg. haha not really. im jsut really bored/hungry so i think ill go eat and try and call chelsea. grr. ttyl...byeybe!