Jan 02, 2005 00:27
I feel like such shit. Bad way to start off my new year with my resolution as trying to find any solution possible to remain happy.
I'm so unhappy here. I dont know what i want. I was suppose to call Ryan, and he thought i forgot about him because i went bowling and planned on calling him once i was at home. And then i said sorry 400x, and it seemed like he thought i was being too serious when he wasn't mad. Im mad at myself. I need to get out of here.
Ryan - you wont be disappointed in 4 in a half weeks, i promise.