And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart..
Busy, busy lately..Now I know what it really means to neglect a Livejournal, haha. Here's what I've been up to lately..if anyone's still alive..
Byrd ended up leaving school. I actually kinda feel a bit bad for her..b/c I think maybe she made up all of that stuff that she did for attention..and it caused her to be tormented and yeah..it must have been lonely for her. Oh, well..-shrugs-.
Mrs. Wanda IMed me last night. She wants me to go to Springmaid Pier w/ t/church this January. I'm trying to ask some friends to go with me. But even if they don't, Candace is going, so we'll be cool :) Speaking of, she IMed me for the first time last night. She's Mrs. Wanda's daughter. And she's 12 and she told me last night that she thought I was really pretty & that she loved my clothes. It made me feel really good :D And today, Paula Anne told Brittany that she thought I was pretty & that I took good pictures. Too bad she hasn't seen all of my pictures, haha.
I've been talking to Drew a lot more lately. I talked to him last night for about an hour, then again tonight for like..2 hours? Haha. We were cracking up so hard..we got to talking about one of our teachers and that spawned into this huge story about 'What if they were and evil leprechaun?' Lmao, crazy. My voice is hoarse from laughing so hard, hahaha.
I got saved Sunday night. I went to Judgement House & t/play once again moved me..but a lot more than it did last year. And I was crying really hard. And I met w/a spiritual counsler to tell her my decision to accept Christ and she started praying w/ me & I opened up to her about a lot of things that have been happening to me this past year + things that have been bothering me for t/longest time now..and the church was playing this really pretty music in t/background..and she was praying..and I felt this weight lifted off of me. Like..my pain was gone. And yeah, she almost had to pick me off of t/floor b/c I was crying so hard. She had to hold me up. And she introduced me to this lady she knew that was handing out Bibles to those that got saved, and my counsler told her why I had chosen to re-dedicate myself & t/lady hugged me for like..a few minutes & then she started crying. And she gave me a huge handful of tissues, haha. And I asked her why she was crying, and she goes, "Because..I..I really feel you when I hug you. It's like I can feel your pain. But I know everything's gonna be okay. We're gonna be buddies in Heaven one day." And I was like, "I believe it." And she agreed :). And then I offered her a tissue & she found that funny, haha :) My counsler told her I had chosen to re-dedicate myself to Christ & she was like, "I can tell. I can see your love for him in your face." It was so hard to part w/my counsler. But afterwards, I hugged my Uncle b/c he was in t/drama & it was over with & he came over & hugged me b/c I. was . a . mess.
Yesterday @ FCA, I saw Robbie (youth minister @ t/church where Judgement House is) & I was so happy, haha. Robbie is amazing :) After FCA, I talked to him for a few minutes & I told him that I had re-dedicated myself to Christ & he gave me a big hug :). I also told him that I wanted to keep in touch w/my counsler & I told him her first name & he said he'd find out for me :)
Aah..good times.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, ALEX!!
Byrd ended up leaving school. I actually kinda feel a bit bad for her..b/c I think maybe she made up all of that stuff that she did for attention..and it caused her to be tormented and yeah..it must have been lonely for her. Oh, well..-shrugs-.
Mrs. Wanda IMed me last night. She wants me to go to Springmaid Pier w/ t/church this January. I'm trying to ask some friends to go with me. But even if they don't, Candace is going, so we'll be cool :) Speaking of, she IMed me for the first time last night. She's Mrs. Wanda's daughter. And she's 12 and she told me last night that she thought I was really pretty & that she loved my clothes. It made me feel really good :D And today, Paula Anne told Brittany that she thought I was pretty & that I took good pictures. Too bad she hasn't seen all of my pictures, haha.
I've been talking to Drew a lot more lately. I talked to him last night for about an hour, then again tonight for like..2 hours? Haha. We were cracking up so hard..we got to talking about one of our teachers and that spawned into this huge story about 'What if they were and evil leprechaun?' Lmao, crazy. My voice is hoarse from laughing so hard, hahaha.
I got saved Sunday night. I went to Judgement House & t/play once again moved me..but a lot more than it did last year. And I was crying really hard. And I met w/a spiritual counsler to tell her my decision to accept Christ and she started praying w/ me & I opened up to her about a lot of things that have been happening to me this past year + things that have been bothering me for t/longest time now..and the church was playing this really pretty music in t/background..and she was praying..and I felt this weight lifted off of me. Like..my pain was gone. And yeah, she almost had to pick me off of t/floor b/c I was crying so hard. She had to hold me up. And she introduced me to this lady she knew that was handing out Bibles to those that got saved, and my counsler told her why I had chosen to re-dedicate myself & t/lady hugged me for like..a few minutes & then she started crying. And she gave me a huge handful of tissues, haha. And I asked her why she was crying, and she goes, "Because..I..I really feel you when I hug you. It's like I can feel your pain. But I know everything's gonna be okay. We're gonna be buddies in Heaven one day." And I was like, "I believe it." And she agreed :). And then I offered her a tissue & she found that funny, haha :) My counsler told her I had chosen to re-dedicate myself to Christ & she was like, "I can tell. I can see your love for him in your face." It was so hard to part w/my counsler. But afterwards, I hugged my Uncle b/c he was in t/drama & it was over with & he came over & hugged me b/c I. was . a . mess.
Yesterday @ FCA, I saw Robbie (youth minister @ t/church where Judgement House is) & I was so happy, haha. Robbie is amazing :) After FCA, I talked to him for a few minutes & I told him that I had re-dedicated myself to Christ & he gave me a big hug :). I also told him that I wanted to keep in touch w/my counsler & I told him her first name & he said he'd find out for me :)
Aah..good times.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, ALEX!!