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hi! Its me again. And I'm nannying at the moment. Wheee.
When I nanny I can't workout because I nanny all fricken day. But hey, chasing two kids is excercise enough as it is, right?
I'm so embarrased to fail. My parents are coming up next week and I dont want them to be like oh, we thought you were losing weight?
I WANT to be a size smaller, for the simple fact that I want a smaller pant in marching band. I want to be out of the 20's FOR GOOD. in weight, and in pants. I want so many things, and while I have been trying, maybe not` extremely hard all the time, I still don't see ANY results. and it's so frustrating.
I want to shock my system this week and finally drop a pound or two. I will be extremely happy then. And I can't measure myself, because I fail at it. haha. It's not consistantfor me.
When I nanny I can't workout because I nanny all fricken day. But hey, chasing two kids is excercise enough as it is, right?
I'm so embarrased to fail. My parents are coming up next week and I dont want them to be like oh, we thought you were losing weight?
I WANT to be a size smaller, for the simple fact that I want a smaller pant in marching band. I want to be out of the 20's FOR GOOD. in weight, and in pants. I want so many things, and while I have been trying, maybe not` extremely hard all the time, I still don't see ANY results. and it's so frustrating.
I want to shock my system this week and finally drop a pound or two. I will be extremely happy then. And I can't measure myself, because I fail at it. haha. It's not consistantfor me.