gloom
it's hard to feel like I'm honestly updating this journal about my current life and not just trying to put who I am now in context with the person I was contained in all of these "pages"...
dimebag died ten years ago as of last week, December 8...
I've been listening to a lot of pantera, a lot of deftones, and a lot of crosses, chino Moreno's new band, though the fact that he has a project distracting him from making more excellent deftones records upsets me, the music of crosses is perfect for this time of year.
Christmas looms around the corner and I feel more excited than I have been for years about the day. perhaps it's because I feel like I might be able to, in that day, take a break from the three thousand complications I have set up for myself and be absolved of most of my responsibilities for just a little while....
I doubt it'll really go down that way.
the tree is set up, we are anxious for the staff party which should be a total rager, if it's even half as fun as last year's party we'll be in decent shape.
so much more. i'm thirty now. that's kinda nuts. I am just a crazy different kind of person these days.
feelin' good.
dimebag died ten years ago as of last week, December 8...
I've been listening to a lot of pantera, a lot of deftones, and a lot of crosses, chino Moreno's new band, though the fact that he has a project distracting him from making more excellent deftones records upsets me, the music of crosses is perfect for this time of year.
Christmas looms around the corner and I feel more excited than I have been for years about the day. perhaps it's because I feel like I might be able to, in that day, take a break from the three thousand complications I have set up for myself and be absolved of most of my responsibilities for just a little while....
I doubt it'll really go down that way.
the tree is set up, we are anxious for the staff party which should be a total rager, if it's even half as fun as last year's party we'll be in decent shape.
so much more. i'm thirty now. that's kinda nuts. I am just a crazy different kind of person these days.
feelin' good.