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fucking february!
okay, it's march, but shit was that last one a tough month.
but now, what do i have? living with sarah has been great. i've been listening to the new kanye. last month's freaking out about who i am and where i'm going has subsided and i'm mostly okay. MOSTLy.
but still, weirdness persists. i've been struggling with the notion of departure once again, but am trying not to dwell on it too much in this horrible season. though it's really hard to think about anything else once you're experiencing SUMMER IN NEW ENGLAND.
fact is, though, that i have next to no dough, and have a horrendous savings plan.
i just thought, if i looked back at my entries for the past three and a half years, would there be many (if any?!?!) entries that don't mention work? i think they all do. my job has consumed me, but somehow this 'consumption' hardly feels like a reward, or something i'd want. what do i want? ehhhhhhh...
i have a cute apartment right now . it's incredibly cozy. sarah and i need to get a vacuum cleaner. i've been going to the gym a lot. jonas is going to continue working on my tattoo in a few weeks. that will make it the third installment of our ongoing horrifying pain of tattooing.
i miss daniel. i miss my family. i miss my yard.
i miss tacos.
okay, it's march, but shit was that last one a tough month.
but now, what do i have? living with sarah has been great. i've been listening to the new kanye. last month's freaking out about who i am and where i'm going has subsided and i'm mostly okay. MOSTLy.
but still, weirdness persists. i've been struggling with the notion of departure once again, but am trying not to dwell on it too much in this horrible season. though it's really hard to think about anything else once you're experiencing SUMMER IN NEW ENGLAND.
fact is, though, that i have next to no dough, and have a horrendous savings plan.
i just thought, if i looked back at my entries for the past three and a half years, would there be many (if any?!?!) entries that don't mention work? i think they all do. my job has consumed me, but somehow this 'consumption' hardly feels like a reward, or something i'd want. what do i want? ehhhhhhh...
i have a cute apartment right now . it's incredibly cozy. sarah and i need to get a vacuum cleaner. i've been going to the gym a lot. jonas is going to continue working on my tattoo in a few weeks. that will make it the third installment of our ongoing horrifying pain of tattooing.
i miss daniel. i miss my family. i miss my yard.
i miss tacos.