Jun 07, 2010 10:24
whoa.
sometimes i'm daunted by the prospect of journaling myself because it seems if i don't have the energy to put down every last bit of information about what's been going on, it's just a waste. but that's not fair, is it? a photograph isn't a document of an entire moment, just a flash frame of an instant.
sometimes i have enough energy to type and type and type and type and i'll tell the internet everything it wants to know. lately, though, it seems my attention has severely strayed from the way of the word and is more hellbent on creating awesome food all the time. that's where most of me is at.
so let me see here. what's been going on?
it's june. i've been filling this summer with adventures already. no trips to the farmer's market, though, except for one time as pancake man. i've mostly been avoiding it because it's a little too pricey for me in my present state of moving...that's me moving to texas in august, at least i think? who knows. hope & olive, i love you.
i went to provincetown with rachel, and for the next two days was in portland maine as we went to see her friend eric, or nehemiah, a fucking awesome dude in a fucking awesome indonesian throat singing rock band. it was sooooo hot those couple of days. then there was a storm. and me with a bit of heat exhaustion.
it's cooled down a bit, and i feel like i'm biding my time until the time is right (!!) to pack up my rented penske truck and see what life has to offer back in that hot fucking state of nothing. why am i going there? mr. dunkin knew it. i am a romantic.
food creations abound. jeremy brockett is almost my only friend, and we spend at least 70% of our free time together, talking about, smoking about, and making food. i've been ordering cookbooks and musical gadgets and all kinds of tom-funnery in the hopes of giving myself all the tools i need for my next stage of creative endeavors , as my upcoming self-imposed poverty will necessitate a reduction in consumer spending.
jeremy has some bread coming out.
my heart constantly feels like it's going to burst.
there are so many cute girls in the world!
i'm writing a lot of music.
okay.