i've got a hopeless crush maybe that don't mean much to you...
Boy: " I dont want to date you, I just think you'd be a kool roommate, we could go to bars and both pick up "
Girl: " Hahaha, That would be Kool..."
Boy: " Yeah so come out west with me. "
ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!.
I was so ready to leave, I would have followed you anywhere in this world... The first time you asked me to move out west you said we'd find an apartment and "play house" like what ever, then you randomly say, "well yeah i dont wanna date you, you know, I just had sex with you, and still want to have you in my life because your different. " I'm no different then any of the other girls.. Maybe I cared too much... I think thats it... I care too much.... I hate it. I hate how i think your amazing, But you can still tell me about all all the girls your sleeping with at school, I hate how I pretendi dont care, aand laugh it off, I hate how when I had to see you leave i cried all the way home. I hate not being with you...The one the i hate the most is I know You'll never want me as much as I want you.
&& I'm slowly dying inside.....
-shayy