Jan 27, 2005 16:12
So it's pretty fucking sweet cuz nothing ever really works out for me the way I have it planned. and I'm not even being sarcastic. Especially with guys. Srsly, due to the fact that I've been screwed over on more than one occasion and had my heart stomped to mush time and time again, I really could give a fuck about guys anymore. I've realized, and been shown, and then had it proven to me, that guys in general, not all, but in general, are fucking pigs. Ok maybe thats not fair, but the kind of guys that I'm usually attracted to and are usually attracted to me, are fucking assholes. Right now, honestly, I couldn't even imagine dating any guy my age because they're disgusting and immature, for the most part. Guys who are older than me, well..we wont go there. but its not even that im pissed off because i have nobody to love. no, i could give a fuck, my life is going so great right now and i feel awesome and its the first time in a long time that i dont have some guy im seeing or talking to or thinking about all the time...coincidence? I think not.