Just Take A Look At Yourself
Yesterday I had a family reunion, told you guys about that. Then my plans Tracey fell through...cuz um...yeah..no comment. I was pretty furious. So then I called the lizzle, cuz she's always there for me. So I hung out with her, and we talked to some random kids who live down the street from us. Then Steve-o and Mac showed up at here house around midnight. I love those kids. So then they left so Mac could go see his girlfriend and Steve-o could get the car home, and Steve-o ended up coming back on his bike and chilling with us til like 2:30...and then passing out at laura's lol.
Today I didn't wake up until noon:)I hope I start feeling less tired in a little bit. I have to call Bellacino's today and check on my application and set up an interview and stuff. I think if I don't find a job soon my dad's head is gonna fucking explode :) I fucking hate it, I have no car, no way to get to a job unless someone else can drive me, no reason to have a job, can't find anywhere that will hire, and absolutely no motivation to even care about anything anymore...gey.
And idk, this summer isn't as great as I thought it would be.
I really want a boyfriend...or just a boy...or just a summer fling...or something.
but i know i gotta stop that, cuz you never find those things when you are looking for them
i miss being happy and excited and optimistic about things..miss it a lot
kbye
Today I didn't wake up until noon:)I hope I start feeling less tired in a little bit. I have to call Bellacino's today and check on my application and set up an interview and stuff. I think if I don't find a job soon my dad's head is gonna fucking explode :) I fucking hate it, I have no car, no way to get to a job unless someone else can drive me, no reason to have a job, can't find anywhere that will hire, and absolutely no motivation to even care about anything anymore...gey.
And idk, this summer isn't as great as I thought it would be.
I really want a boyfriend...or just a boy...or just a summer fling...or something.
but i know i gotta stop that, cuz you never find those things when you are looking for them
i miss being happy and excited and optimistic about things..miss it a lot
kbye