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I don't like this person I'm turning into, just obsessed with buying clothes and selling everything to scrape some money to buy more stuff. I hate having an addictive personality and that I become obsessed with so much. And now it's Lolita. I don't even care about my recovery anymore, just clothes. I can't believe I'm spending so much on clothes, it's just ridiculous. I'm so tight fisted with everything else but now I think nothing of giving £130 or more on a dress. Arghh help me!
I was reading the little essay on the Kamikaze Girls' website and parts of it really hit home. ''the clothing becomes a surrogate friend...so maybe the style is tied into escape' I completely related to this. It's almost like, Lolita is the thing I concentrate on to escape. To try and put my mind off my deterioating(sp?) mental health. It's very sad but I think Lolita has become 'my friend' almost. I have friends, some really lovely ones, but I still feel really lonely.
I was reading the little essay on the Kamikaze Girls' website and parts of it really hit home. ''the clothing becomes a surrogate friend...so maybe the style is tied into escape' I completely related to this. It's almost like, Lolita is the thing I concentrate on to escape. To try and put my mind off my deterioating(sp?) mental health. It's very sad but I think Lolita has become 'my friend' almost. I have friends, some really lovely ones, but I still feel really lonely.