I feel empty.
Like there is something missing in my life. I just havent figured out what it is yet.
I dont like feeling like this because I tend to shop more and become more promiscuous to fill the void.
I have admitted to myself that I am a shopping addict. Ebay just makes it so hard to stop. I have spent so much money this month. But I got alot of cute stuff =]. I finally got the bed-in-a-bag set I have been looking at for the last few months. It matches the color on my walls perfectly.
I finally got a turtle. He is a baby yellow belly slider. I named him Huey. He is teeny tiny.
I have declared my major to myself officially. Hello, my name is Tiffany and I am a Biology major. I am not sure where I am going to take it but I think it is a good step in the right direction. Just need to declare it with the school.
I am still planning on minoring in English - writing. It will always be my first love. I just need a solid money making major so I wont feel so insecure with my future. I mean lets face it...freelance writer is just another title for straving and homeless.
That is all for now....I would like to leave you with a poem I started it isnt finished yet. But I feel the need to share it. It doesnt rhyme...just free verse for now.
You are going to break my heart.
I can feel it in my bones.
You are such a smooth talker though
You had me hello.
But do you mean anything you say?
Or are you just telling me what I want to hear
So you can get me right where you want me.
Well I got news for you.
You got me.
Im right where you want me.
So stop teasing me and come get me
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