Scatter brains
My thoughts are scattered so I am going to write them down. So I can clear my head. This blog has no cohesiveness and neither does my life.
I would like to thank whoever donated a good chunk of their cd collection to the thift store. I bought 7 of your cds and I think you have amazing taste in music. You took very good care of them as well and I think we should be friends because we share alot of the same taste in music. =]
I dont like angel food cake. I think it taste horrible. You might as well go get the sponge from the kitchen sink and chow down because thats about the same taste you will get when you eat it. And furthermore if that is what Angel's really eat in heaven than I'd much rather go to hell and eat devils food cake with satan. Thanks.
I finally gave my number to the guy that comes through my line at work all the time and flirts. He is cute...maybe too cute. Daniel said he had a suspicion he might be gay. Probably so. I am always attracted to gay men. He is short...really short. But really attractive. His name is TJ and he works at a lawyer firm and he wears a suit all the time. He smokes grape philly blunts. He never called me. He did come through my line again and said that he found my number in his pocket and didnt realize I had put it in with his reciept. Hmmm. i dunno. It took alot for me to do that. I regret it now.
Speaking of work, I am soo bored being a cashier. It has been 1 year and 1 month since I first starting working at Food Lion. I am so tired of it. But I want to work there while I am in college. I am tired of answering the same stupid fucking questions all the time. I am tired of having to tell people over and over that "This is the express lane and no you cannot bring your 100+ items here even if I am not busy." I am tired of no one ever bringing their freaking MVP cards and asking to use mine. It is not that hard to bring it with you...and I dont give a flying fuck where you left it or which member of your family has it and why. SHUT UP. Please put your shit on the belt so I can ring it up and you can get out of my face. Okay. whew that was a mini-rant and now I feel better. =]
I made waffles today. From the mix...not the freezer. They were decent too. I put chocolate chips in some of them. I dont usually cook. So this is a big thing. I even bought some strawberry syrup for the plain ones. Yummy. I made too many tho. I got carried away. I have leftovers lol.
You are a good kisser. I didnt wanna kiss you at first cuz I didnt wanna get attached. So much for that right? Sorry for the mixed signals. My bed is lonely without you. I hate you are going to be away all summer...and then school starts back in the fall. I dunno where this is going but I like love it. Cant wait until you come back in town. I want to be your girl. "You are going to make me crash the car." =]
I really want to cut my hair. I dont do anything with it but this stupid pony tail. I want it like Rhianna's haircut. If I get it cut then it might force me to wear it down or do something to it. I dunno. I want to get my highlights back too. I dunno I am so iffy. I would really like to get my monroe piercing though. I want it on the right side with a rhinestone. I wish I wasnt such a chicken. I refuse to go by myself to get it done. I need to hold someones hand haha. Im such a pussy.
Im so glad he stopped calling/ texting my phone. I am not mean enough to tell someone I am not interested but if he would have called my phone one more time at odd hours of the day I would have had to bring the bitch out. I was starting to think he would never give up. I gotta start being more agressive. I should have just said I'd take his number and not give him mine.
I feel so antsy lately. I want a big change in my life. I want to move furniture around, change my looks, get new friends. I am unsettled. Maybe I just have too much time on my hands due to it being summer time. I dunno. I want change in my life.
I told the lady that wanted me to date her son that I was talking to someone else. She acted kinda pissed and said I was missing out. Ugh. what a bitch. Leave me alone and stop trying to control your son's love life! jesus.
I lie to my parents entirely too much. I feel bad. But it is just so much easier to tell them something they would want to hear than tell them the ugly truth. I dunno. I have gotten so good at covering my tracks that I dont even think twice anymore.
Polka dot the fish died the other day. I didnt cry this time. Just made me sad. I am such a nerd. I think it died of dropsy or fish bloat. Sad.
I am so sick and tired of the shoulda, coulda, wouldas. I cant stand sitting there thinking about what should've / could've / would've been. I am over it. I am trying to just be happy with the way things are turning out now. But it is hard.
I signed up for and got approved for my first credit card. I feel grown lol. My mom isnt to thrilled but I explained to her that I just was trying to build up my credit so I wouldnt have to get a co-signer on stuff anymore. I am not planning on going crazy with it. I am just going to use it for small purchases and then pay the balance off at the end of the month. It is a pretty photo expressions card haha. I put a picture of me and Lily on it. Chyeah.
That is all for now. My head is empty.
I would like to thank whoever donated a good chunk of their cd collection to the thift store. I bought 7 of your cds and I think you have amazing taste in music. You took very good care of them as well and I think we should be friends because we share alot of the same taste in music. =]
I dont like angel food cake. I think it taste horrible. You might as well go get the sponge from the kitchen sink and chow down because thats about the same taste you will get when you eat it. And furthermore if that is what Angel's really eat in heaven than I'd much rather go to hell and eat devils food cake with satan. Thanks.
I finally gave my number to the guy that comes through my line at work all the time and flirts. He is cute...maybe too cute. Daniel said he had a suspicion he might be gay. Probably so. I am always attracted to gay men. He is short...really short. But really attractive. His name is TJ and he works at a lawyer firm and he wears a suit all the time. He smokes grape philly blunts. He never called me. He did come through my line again and said that he found my number in his pocket and didnt realize I had put it in with his reciept. Hmmm. i dunno. It took alot for me to do that. I regret it now.
Speaking of work, I am soo bored being a cashier. It has been 1 year and 1 month since I first starting working at Food Lion. I am so tired of it. But I want to work there while I am in college. I am tired of answering the same stupid fucking questions all the time. I am tired of having to tell people over and over that "This is the express lane and no you cannot bring your 100+ items here even if I am not busy." I am tired of no one ever bringing their freaking MVP cards and asking to use mine. It is not that hard to bring it with you...and I dont give a flying fuck where you left it or which member of your family has it and why. SHUT UP. Please put your shit on the belt so I can ring it up and you can get out of my face. Okay. whew that was a mini-rant and now I feel better. =]
I made waffles today. From the mix...not the freezer. They were decent too. I put chocolate chips in some of them. I dont usually cook. So this is a big thing. I even bought some strawberry syrup for the plain ones. Yummy. I made too many tho. I got carried away. I have leftovers lol.
You are a good kisser. I didnt wanna kiss you at first cuz I didnt wanna get attached. So much for that right? Sorry for the mixed signals. My bed is lonely without you. I hate you are going to be away all summer...and then school starts back in the fall. I dunno where this is going but I like love it. Cant wait until you come back in town. I want to be your girl. "You are going to make me crash the car." =]
I really want to cut my hair. I dont do anything with it but this stupid pony tail. I want it like Rhianna's haircut. If I get it cut then it might force me to wear it down or do something to it. I dunno. I want to get my highlights back too. I dunno I am so iffy. I would really like to get my monroe piercing though. I want it on the right side with a rhinestone. I wish I wasnt such a chicken. I refuse to go by myself to get it done. I need to hold someones hand haha. Im such a pussy.
Im so glad he stopped calling/ texting my phone. I am not mean enough to tell someone I am not interested but if he would have called my phone one more time at odd hours of the day I would have had to bring the bitch out. I was starting to think he would never give up. I gotta start being more agressive. I should have just said I'd take his number and not give him mine.
I feel so antsy lately. I want a big change in my life. I want to move furniture around, change my looks, get new friends. I am unsettled. Maybe I just have too much time on my hands due to it being summer time. I dunno. I want change in my life.
I told the lady that wanted me to date her son that I was talking to someone else. She acted kinda pissed and said I was missing out. Ugh. what a bitch. Leave me alone and stop trying to control your son's love life! jesus.
I lie to my parents entirely too much. I feel bad. But it is just so much easier to tell them something they would want to hear than tell them the ugly truth. I dunno. I have gotten so good at covering my tracks that I dont even think twice anymore.
Polka dot the fish died the other day. I didnt cry this time. Just made me sad. I am such a nerd. I think it died of dropsy or fish bloat. Sad.
I am so sick and tired of the shoulda, coulda, wouldas. I cant stand sitting there thinking about what should've / could've / would've been. I am over it. I am trying to just be happy with the way things are turning out now. But it is hard.
I signed up for and got approved for my first credit card. I feel grown lol. My mom isnt to thrilled but I explained to her that I just was trying to build up my credit so I wouldnt have to get a co-signer on stuff anymore. I am not planning on going crazy with it. I am just going to use it for small purchases and then pay the balance off at the end of the month. It is a pretty photo expressions card haha. I put a picture of me and Lily on it. Chyeah.
That is all for now. My head is empty.