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I must start this entery off apologising to whomever may read this even though i'm sure no one does... except for a few... but yes... this may be a very short lovey dovey enter.. and i advice those of you who don't care nor want to be sickend by my happiness brought by my love life.. don't continue reading this... on a random note i have broken out in hyves today which are very god damn painful.. due to my passing out and comign very close to pukign this mornign in the shower... being more concerned with getting towards the toilet than washign the soap off my body.. i payed my rent today and went grocery shopping..hm.. but to the sappy stuff... i have fallen madly in love with the most beautiful specimen ever... i miss him dearly and am inpatiently waiting for when i get to see him on st pats day.. to to make him dinner, go to the bar, and have some fun... he is seriously the most sweet and adorable person i have ever met... we obviously have or differences and little fights.. but every couple does... we aren't perfect obviously... if we were i might be scared because thats not healthy.. we would never hurt each other since we have both dealt with the worst we knwo wat its like... i dont knwo what else to say.. i love him with all of my heart and he is the best guys ive ever dated.. or best guy ive ever met... i always feel safe when i'm around him... i comfortable and totally at peace... like a feeling that in every moment i spend with him is exactly how life is supposed to be and exactly what makes me happiest... although there may be some thigns that really annoy me (one being how he never just takes the fault in a fight and always has to make it 50/50.. and two how its always me apologising in fights and i seriously dont hear him apologise that often.. or if he does its not the times it shoudl be said) i have faith in it... cause fi we truely love each other nothign can keep us from each other... i think in starting to make myself sick with my feelings for him... and i think tis time for bed.. nighty ngiht [muah]