-FucK-ValentineS-

Feb 16, 2006 00:15

yet again valentines has out done itself.. being the worst day of the fuckgin year... i am never ever going to celebrate it again and anyone who tries to celebrate it with me is going to get kicked in the pants... why i had such a horrible day... i do not want to reflex on it in my journal.. it is between me and other parties it involves.... secondly it seems i have caught the flu... and i feel so naseous its sickening also i am soo drowzy i could sleep for 2 weeks straight... either i actually am sick or it is due to a great about of stress and pain.. the nausea u get when someoen hurts u badly.. the over nausea that is so much worse.. kinda of like an extra screaming an uttermost horrifing feeling... i have also realised the shit is about to hit that fan and my recent snapping about a week ago seemed to still leave room for much more snapping.. and the person i am going to snap on may end up in a death bed.... with the not jumping to conclusions and being well aware of peoples thoughts and plans or watever.. the back stabbing seems to be cracking little i have left holding my anger together... but yet again i cant actually go into detail asto why im pissed because i dont want to open a can of worms before the shit might hit the fan.. i will wait until my ceiling is actually covered in shit.... until that my mood will remain a cluster of emotions.. currently.. infuriated, nauseous, crushed, and histerical... and tata for now... cya
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