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Long time no update... ok today I spent majority of my day workign on jillass then watched "greece" and went to the country pub at school which was rather boring... then came home and had one of the most important ppl in my life walk out of me which is something they promised they woudl never do had them rip out my heart and show me how i have never ment anything to them... i dont think ive ever been hurt so much by anyone as much as this person has hurt me... sadly i do regret ever meeting him when i did... i woudl have saved myself alot of grief if i never talked to him or if i ended up meeting him at any other time than then.. its really truly hurts that people can be so ingorant... theres nothgin i can do about it.. there is no point in mopign over it since this person is not worth a single tear.. as difficult as it may be even though my heart seriously feels like it has been ripped out of my body.. its nto even like he could have cut me out no he had to tell me he was doign it and call me names and make me feel like shit and breka my heart... its not that had to tlak to someoen when they need you and try to work threw things for the long run.. no mankind has to run away from theere problems and forget about them... i dotn know wat else to say... its probably for the best.. in the end.. watever... i dont care anymore right now.. i will later i know that.. time to cry ourself to sleep if i even do sleep.... mm i need to tlak to my baby :( but hes probably ass drousy and grumpy due to his recent lack of wisdom teeth... and he works tm... so.... i will probably have to wait until tm night to talk to him... then i will feel better considering ive had the worse week of my life... but he will make me feel better when i talk to him.... until then it is time for bed.... cya