Tonight, i've been in one of the worst moods, ever.
I'm coming to the realization that I'm never going to get things to go my way. I know that sounds pretty selfish, and I admit, it is rather selfish, but it's how I feel. As hard as I try to make certain things work out, they never seem to. I've had this little black raincloud following me around this entire year. It's just my fucking luck, I swear. I'm not just talking about relationships, I'm talking about my family life, school, just everything in my life right now. Everything I've strived for this whole year has turned to shit. The year, in its entirety has just been miserable for me. I know this is abnormal for me to actually post about something MEANINGFUL, I know most of you are used to me just posting pictures & rambling about petty things. I'm just really tired of working so hard in order to get nothing in return. & I know most of you aren't going to give this entry the time of day, just because it doesn't have pictures, or since it doesn't really pertain to you, and that's fine. I'm not asking for anyone to leave any kind of sympathetic comments. In fact, I'd rather you not leave a note unless you really have something meaningful to say. [& to be honest, I really only expect that from a couple of people.]