A good update!
I'm sorry I haven't had an update in my journal for an entire summer, but I'm updating now. I have quite some news to share with you, because this summer's been.. rather odd, I guess would be the best way to put it. It's been very stressful, but it's had it's ups too, I guess.
First things first. Dad definately does not like Johnathan. He practically yelled at Johnathan for nothing. Johnathan didn't even do anything. That really ticked me off, especially since I saw the conversation. Do you know how.. how horrible that is?! I know Dad's just trying to protect me, but really! He could've listened. Johnathan's a good guy, everyone knows that. So because Dad doesn't like Johnathan, I can't talk to him while I'm living with him. Not that I exactly listened to him, because hell, I'm fourteen. I love Johnathan. Any idiot that doesn't want me talking to him can kiss my ass.
And then, guess what happens? Johnathan dumps me for this girl named Sylvia! (I hate that name so much.. it sounds really funny.) And of course, this girl has to be a bitch. So you know what she does? She forbids me from talking to him. Okay, that's TWO people who won't let me talk to him. I mean, really, what the fuck? YOU CAN'T KEEP ME FROM TALKING TO JOHNATHAN. Dumbass bitch. I hated her then and I hate her now. Everyone knows she was a good for nothing, dirty slut. She can kiss my ass too.
But then! I was talking to Johnathan yesterday, and he told Miss Slut, and Miss Slut broke up with him. I mean.. I feel.. horrible for Johnathan. He's gotta be crushed about all this. But I'm also very, very, VERY happy. Except, life isn't back to normal just yet. We're not back together, and I don't know if we ever will be. I really want to be with him again.. so guess what I did? I got the guts to ask him back out! Even though he said no, I'm still really proud of myself. I've never done anything like that. I guess in a way, I'm growing up. And although I'm scared of growing up, I'm glad I am.
I guess though, in a way, Sylvia was a blessing from God. God has his weird ways. I know that.. it's weird to see me believing in God.. but, I do. If she didn't.. "take" Johnathan away, I probably wouldn't have been able to see that I was taking Johnathan for granted. I guess I did, and I feel horrible. I hurt Johnathan badly, and I can't blame him if he doesn't ever want to be with me again. But Sylvia was a blessing in disguise. So.. thanks Sylvia. Thank you very much. I still hate you, but thanks.
And that's my summer. My really crappy summer. I'm coming home on Sunday, and I'm really excited. Maybe things'll start going back to normal, right? You never know!
~ Kim.
First things first. Dad definately does not like Johnathan. He practically yelled at Johnathan for nothing. Johnathan didn't even do anything. That really ticked me off, especially since I saw the conversation. Do you know how.. how horrible that is?! I know Dad's just trying to protect me, but really! He could've listened. Johnathan's a good guy, everyone knows that. So because Dad doesn't like Johnathan, I can't talk to him while I'm living with him. Not that I exactly listened to him, because hell, I'm fourteen. I love Johnathan. Any idiot that doesn't want me talking to him can kiss my ass.
And then, guess what happens? Johnathan dumps me for this girl named Sylvia! (I hate that name so much.. it sounds really funny.) And of course, this girl has to be a bitch. So you know what she does? She forbids me from talking to him. Okay, that's TWO people who won't let me talk to him. I mean, really, what the fuck? YOU CAN'T KEEP ME FROM TALKING TO JOHNATHAN. Dumbass bitch. I hated her then and I hate her now. Everyone knows she was a good for nothing, dirty slut. She can kiss my ass too.
But then! I was talking to Johnathan yesterday, and he told Miss Slut, and Miss Slut broke up with him. I mean.. I feel.. horrible for Johnathan. He's gotta be crushed about all this. But I'm also very, very, VERY happy. Except, life isn't back to normal just yet. We're not back together, and I don't know if we ever will be. I really want to be with him again.. so guess what I did? I got the guts to ask him back out! Even though he said no, I'm still really proud of myself. I've never done anything like that. I guess in a way, I'm growing up. And although I'm scared of growing up, I'm glad I am.
I guess though, in a way, Sylvia was a blessing from God. God has his weird ways. I know that.. it's weird to see me believing in God.. but, I do. If she didn't.. "take" Johnathan away, I probably wouldn't have been able to see that I was taking Johnathan for granted. I guess I did, and I feel horrible. I hurt Johnathan badly, and I can't blame him if he doesn't ever want to be with me again. But Sylvia was a blessing in disguise. So.. thanks Sylvia. Thank you very much. I still hate you, but thanks.
And that's my summer. My really crappy summer. I'm coming home on Sunday, and I'm really excited. Maybe things'll start going back to normal, right? You never know!
~ Kim.