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Im glad your beginning to see the views of people, its about time you see the "jakey" (A few e's a bit of coke, the whole club scene does it, I guess everyones a junkie) persona youve potrayed and given yourself. You do drugs we know that, so does everyone who is connected to you through this livejournal as thats all your entries seem to consist of, oh unless its about how rough your life is and your major issues, if your 15 and you think you have problems, good luck with the rest of your life. If you dnt want ppl to have bad views on you, then wise up and dont give them the oppurtunity by degrading yourself.
You make jokes about something, then all of a sudden it becomes a touchy subject, plz enlighten me.
So your problem with me is my insensitivity? Ill have you know im very sensitive, just not when its for attention purposes.
Dnt tell me its not for attention, because when your posting pictures of yourself crying there is no other reason than a search for pity. Dnt you remember when you slagged HER for doing it, saying it was for attention... whats changed?
The reason Im not giving any interested to your so called hurt feelings is, your stories twisted, im sorry but you made a mess of it, im afraid this lie didnt go like the others usually do, you fucked it up by telling your friends 2 different stories, gd yin!
Thats how infact i know there is nothing wrong with you, oh and no they dont go away by themselves, and nowhere would say that, thats why insteada telling people, so they worry, you should be at a doctor like any normal person would.
It just goes from one thing to another, whats next? AIDS!?!?, nah..more like AD.
Your right about one thing tho, this so called disease you have is an HIV virus.. but so is a coldsore.. so I wouldnt get yourself too worried, not that you would be, or youd already have an appointment for the clinic.
The thing thats annoyed me the most is, you wait till the nxt day, your fine the rest of the night and dont mention it walking home, then the nxt day when your not so happy you decide to take it out on me then, telling people !im gonna go through him". aye ok then.
So naw dont call me insensitive, think about what you said about yr best friends burd, then reconsider what insensitive is.
Your friends are worried about you and all you can think about is goin to HIS for 3g, again reconsider the word insensitive. Your dnt consider the feelings of your worrying friends when yr planning things like this, block and delete him fs, stop making the situation worse.
Your not the only one with feelings, even tho it may seem that way.
Nothing can take you away from reality, reality is what youve made it, so dont go on about lies taking you away from it, cuz thats pish, if anythin it just causes more trouble in this "unfortunate" reality you speak of.
Unfortunate- get a grip.
Id say I dnt want trouble, but its 2 late, the way youve been acting recently has pushed me away from you, you've completely changed.
Do you get where im coming from. I didnt want to write this, cuz no doubt its gonna cause quite a bit of trouble. Im not doing this to hurt anyone, just to let you see how i see it. I had alot of respect for you im slowly losing it. Which has to be the most upsetting thing.
I doubt this is all a big misunderstanding, but Id love for me to be proved wrong. Cuz i hate this.
I do love you... more than you'll ever know, youre my best friend.
But somethings changed and I dunno what it is, there never used to be this kind of problem. I dnt feel like its me because ive not been doing anything different and its been fine until now.
You make jokes about something, then all of a sudden it becomes a touchy subject, plz enlighten me.
So your problem with me is my insensitivity? Ill have you know im very sensitive, just not when its for attention purposes.
Dnt tell me its not for attention, because when your posting pictures of yourself crying there is no other reason than a search for pity. Dnt you remember when you slagged HER for doing it, saying it was for attention... whats changed?
The reason Im not giving any interested to your so called hurt feelings is, your stories twisted, im sorry but you made a mess of it, im afraid this lie didnt go like the others usually do, you fucked it up by telling your friends 2 different stories, gd yin!
Thats how infact i know there is nothing wrong with you, oh and no they dont go away by themselves, and nowhere would say that, thats why insteada telling people, so they worry, you should be at a doctor like any normal person would.
It just goes from one thing to another, whats next? AIDS!?!?, nah..more like AD.
Your right about one thing tho, this so called disease you have is an HIV virus.. but so is a coldsore.. so I wouldnt get yourself too worried, not that you would be, or youd already have an appointment for the clinic.
The thing thats annoyed me the most is, you wait till the nxt day, your fine the rest of the night and dont mention it walking home, then the nxt day when your not so happy you decide to take it out on me then, telling people !im gonna go through him". aye ok then.
So naw dont call me insensitive, think about what you said about yr best friends burd, then reconsider what insensitive is.
Your friends are worried about you and all you can think about is goin to HIS for 3g, again reconsider the word insensitive. Your dnt consider the feelings of your worrying friends when yr planning things like this, block and delete him fs, stop making the situation worse.
Your not the only one with feelings, even tho it may seem that way.
Nothing can take you away from reality, reality is what youve made it, so dont go on about lies taking you away from it, cuz thats pish, if anythin it just causes more trouble in this "unfortunate" reality you speak of.
Unfortunate- get a grip.
Id say I dnt want trouble, but its 2 late, the way youve been acting recently has pushed me away from you, you've completely changed.
Do you get where im coming from. I didnt want to write this, cuz no doubt its gonna cause quite a bit of trouble. Im not doing this to hurt anyone, just to let you see how i see it. I had alot of respect for you im slowly losing it. Which has to be the most upsetting thing.
I doubt this is all a big misunderstanding, but Id love for me to be proved wrong. Cuz i hate this.
I do love you... more than you'll ever know, youre my best friend.
But somethings changed and I dunno what it is, there never used to be this kind of problem. I dnt feel like its me because ive not been doing anything different and its been fine until now.