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I don't even know where I would start. Well first off, I don't want any stupid comments cauz if I get them, you will be deleted && blocked. I've just had AL0T on my mind about Kyle && I. I was thinking how I'm only 15, well 16 in like 12 days but people say oh you can't be in love, well I am && it's just the people that are jelous && wish they had the feeling I have that say that. I am IN LOVE with you Kyle Lambrix. He's changed me in way I can't even explain. He's my life, he's EVERYTHING to me. Without him in my life, it's seriously pointless. I would give up anything && everything if I had to. I'd take a bullet for him even. He's the most important person in my life, without seeing his beautiful face everyday, hearing his voice, touching him, even kissing him I think I'd die. He makes me feel SO safe like nothing could EVER go wrong when he's holding me. He's given up && done so much for me && I don't think I could ever thank him enough. No other guy would do what he does for me. Scratch that, I don't WANT any OTHER guy doing what he does for me. He's the most AMAZING person in this world, he's smart, funny, really good looking && he doesn't let what other people think get in the way of us. Sports are basically his life && he ALWAYS makes time for me after, even if he's dead tired && sore. He'd ALWAYS there. Never in my lifetime will I find a boy who will do that for me. Sometimes even when his best friends call && know of something real fun to do, he'll turn it down just to stay with me or bring me with him. My family LOVES him. I know everything about him && he knows everything about me. We've been thru no joke everything. I know for a fact I have to be probably the worst girlfriend in the world, but Kyle I thank you with all I've got for sticking with me. I say I'll try harder to be better but somehow it never happens. I really wish I could do something right, cauz he's gonna figure out soon that many girls could treat him better then I can. I HATE thinking about that more then anything, but what can I say? All I need to do is think "Britt do you really wanna lose the one thing that means EVERYTHING to you?" But I swear if anything EVER happens to me && him && he ends up dating someone else. I swear if someone hurts him EVER, watch out cauz I will kill you. He deserves nothing but the best. I wish I could make him as happy as he makes me. Theres a smile ear to ear everytime I hear his voice, see him, even when he holds me. No one could make me happier. Things are perfect when we aren't fighting. I promised him I'd do better in school cauz he didn't want a girl who gets D's && F's. So this year I tried for myself but mainly becauz I don't want to lose the one I love. I have 2 A's, 3 B's && 1 C. I look back on the year && couple months we've been together && we have had the greatest times && the worst times, but still managed to get thru them. That's what I hope for for the future. Kyle Lambrix, you're the only one I want, FOREVER && ALWAYS. Without you, nothing is right. I Love You More Then Words Could Ever Explain! What we have is True Love && I never want it to go away. You mean absolutely EVERYTHING to me. Believe EVERY WORD I say, cauz it is NO LIE. I'm not going to tell you "I Love You, I wanna be with you forever, I don't want to lose you..etc" if I don't mean it. I didn't know anything about Love until I met you. <333
I had to get all of this out, cauz I really don't express my feelings good enough all the time.
I Love You So Much Kyle.
I NEVER want to lose you!
I had to get all of this out, cauz I really don't express my feelings good enough all the time.
I Love You So Much Kyle.
I NEVER want to lose you!