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hmm. things are REALLL different between me && Kyle. i dont even know why. i didnt do ANYTHiNG wrong. but i dont wanna even talk about it cauz it gets me even more depressed, but i have a bad feeling about all this so i can bet hes gonna end it soon. i just dont get it. i love him more then nething. i dont understand WHY hes being SO different. he "claims" nothing is wrong but hunny ive been with you for over A YEAR i KNOW when something is wrong. i just dont wanna lose him, && he ALWAYS tells me how he doesnt wanna lose me, but im sure thats just all talk.
i dont like how guys think they dont have to be all cute//nice to you cauz you've been together for so long. && if they DO do anything cute or whatever && their friends make fun of them --- they stop. WHO CARES WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK!! goshhh im so stressed out lately its not even funny. my family is driving me insane beyond anything theyve EVER done, its just so different coming home now. school sucks, im gonna start doing real bad again cauz of my stupid family problems && worrying about if im gonna be with Kyle much longer. && then the most important person to me, is seriously changing feelings or something && its hurting me more then nething. i just wish i had someone to talk to about EVERYTHiNG but i cant trust anyone && the one i CAN trust makes it seem like he doesnt wnna deal with me nemore.
i dont like how guys think they dont have to be all cute//nice to you cauz you've been together for so long. && if they DO do anything cute or whatever && their friends make fun of them --- they stop. WHO CARES WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK!! goshhh im so stressed out lately its not even funny. my family is driving me insane beyond anything theyve EVER done, its just so different coming home now. school sucks, im gonna start doing real bad again cauz of my stupid family problems && worrying about if im gonna be with Kyle much longer. && then the most important person to me, is seriously changing feelings or something && its hurting me more then nething. i just wish i had someone to talk to about EVERYTHiNG but i cant trust anyone && the one i CAN trust makes it seem like he doesnt wnna deal with me nemore.