it's a wonderful life
i'm so pumped for this summer. i want to see all the friends i never get to see. i want to work as much as i can and get as much money as i can. i want to enjoy being a teenager as long as i can before i go to college and spend the rest of my life working, paying bills, and being an adult. i want to accomplish something great, whether it be apologizing to every person i've hurt in my life, doing something just good in general. i want to spend time with my family, because as much as they suck right now, i'm going to miss them like hell come fall. i want to tell my little brother all about highschool so he knows what to expect next year. i think i'm going to take him to the beach with us. i'm going to get a tan, and get in shape. but don't be fooled, i'll still be the chainsmoker/alcoholic at every party.
speaking of which, megs and i are having a combined birthday party, dave you should meet megs so you can have it with us. it'll be at her house: bonfire, kegs, tents, it'll be great. i'll be 18. i'll be free.
and as much as i'm rambling about the coming summer, right now isn't so bad. my parents are understanding the meaning of growing up. i'm the first teenager they've actually raised and they were pretty frustrated early on, but they're getting the hang of it. so i'm very excited for emmy and spencer, they'll have it made. work is going great, i'm getting great hours and actually spending money on important things rather than blowing it all away. i've got so much to look forward to. college, a great career, great friends (the old ones and new ones to come) doing great in school, enjoying life, everything's just going great. i've come to terms with everything i've done in the past and came to the point where i have no regrets. every single thing i've done has shaped who i am today, and if i do say so myself, i'm not half bad.
speaking of which, megs and i are having a combined birthday party, dave you should meet megs so you can have it with us. it'll be at her house: bonfire, kegs, tents, it'll be great. i'll be 18. i'll be free.
and as much as i'm rambling about the coming summer, right now isn't so bad. my parents are understanding the meaning of growing up. i'm the first teenager they've actually raised and they were pretty frustrated early on, but they're getting the hang of it. so i'm very excited for emmy and spencer, they'll have it made. work is going great, i'm getting great hours and actually spending money on important things rather than blowing it all away. i've got so much to look forward to. college, a great career, great friends (the old ones and new ones to come) doing great in school, enjoying life, everything's just going great. i've come to terms with everything i've done in the past and came to the point where i have no regrets. every single thing i've done has shaped who i am today, and if i do say so myself, i'm not half bad.