A Brand New Year.
For the Year 2005, I will:
*Stay Positive.
*Express myself. - through clothes, through actions, etc. If I feel like singing, I'll sing, dancing I''l dance. I WILL NOT HOLD BACK!
*Go to work with a smile. - My job depresses me. I get so emotional sometimes because between the rude ass people I encounter while working and the fake assholes who smile in my face on a daily basis, it gets extremely overwhelming sometimes. So I'll smile to give me some kind of positivity while surrounded by all negativity.
*Study harder.
*Wear my eyeglasses. - Yes I am literally losing my eyesight although some people think I am joking. :T
*Look at the bright side of every situation. - I can't drown in sorrow or linger on negativity.
*Drink more water.
*Eat more healthy. - I am already a healthy eater but there are some areas in which I need to improve.
*Keep my room clean. - 'Nuff said.
*Broaden my knowledge. - I've seen too many people around me allow their minds to go to waste. I refuse to let it happen. I plan on educating myself on anything and everything that inquires my mind and arouses my curiosity.
*Improve the managing of my cash-flow. - I have a habit of spending money as soon as I get it. And since I'll probably be moving out soon, I need some back-up "muh-lah" and just a little more bank than I have.
*Be ON TIME. - (for a change) - I am ALWAYS LATE. I'm not sure if I don't prepare early enough or if I prepare too long and never seem to finish. (???)
*Improve my organization skills. - I am about to be released in the real world-but this time with no restrictions. With success comes sacrifice AND organization.
"Kill em with kindness" - I let things bother me. Little things. And its those little things that always seem to get me and I respond with reciprocity. But this year, I'll respond with kindness. It'll confuse them and I'll be more positive in the long run. POSITIVITY IS THE KEY!
*Stop being so lazy. - I'm peppin' my steps. :)
*Give thanks to God. - Yes, I underestimate God's mercy and grace that he bestows upon me. I fail to give God his overdue thanks. God forgives me for all the bad things I've done and I fail to just stop and say "thank you Lord. I Love You." I'm putting that to a hault! Thank you GOD for allowing me to breathe, for allowing me to spend another day with the people that I love, and for just providing me with unconditional love. I LOVE YOU!!.
*Live. - I restrict myself because I am afraid of failure. I give up too easily. I've decided to grab life by its saddle and ride until I'm thrown off. You can experience somethings more than once but you can never receive the same feeling twice. Its either better or worse and I refuse to miss out on any type of enjoyment because I am afraid of getting hurt or because other people don't approve when I shouldn't care about what they think. I will live for myself because ain't nobody gon die for me.
*Stay Positive.
*Express myself. - through clothes, through actions, etc. If I feel like singing, I'll sing, dancing I''l dance. I WILL NOT HOLD BACK!
*Go to work with a smile. - My job depresses me. I get so emotional sometimes because between the rude ass people I encounter while working and the fake assholes who smile in my face on a daily basis, it gets extremely overwhelming sometimes. So I'll smile to give me some kind of positivity while surrounded by all negativity.
*Study harder.
*Wear my eyeglasses. - Yes I am literally losing my eyesight although some people think I am joking. :T
*Look at the bright side of every situation. - I can't drown in sorrow or linger on negativity.
*Drink more water.
*Eat more healthy. - I am already a healthy eater but there are some areas in which I need to improve.
*Keep my room clean. - 'Nuff said.
*Broaden my knowledge. - I've seen too many people around me allow their minds to go to waste. I refuse to let it happen. I plan on educating myself on anything and everything that inquires my mind and arouses my curiosity.
*Improve the managing of my cash-flow. - I have a habit of spending money as soon as I get it. And since I'll probably be moving out soon, I need some back-up "muh-lah" and just a little more bank than I have.
*Be ON TIME. - (for a change) - I am ALWAYS LATE. I'm not sure if I don't prepare early enough or if I prepare too long and never seem to finish. (???)
*Improve my organization skills. - I am about to be released in the real world-but this time with no restrictions. With success comes sacrifice AND organization.
"Kill em with kindness" - I let things bother me. Little things. And its those little things that always seem to get me and I respond with reciprocity. But this year, I'll respond with kindness. It'll confuse them and I'll be more positive in the long run. POSITIVITY IS THE KEY!
*Stop being so lazy. - I'm peppin' my steps. :)
*Give thanks to God. - Yes, I underestimate God's mercy and grace that he bestows upon me. I fail to give God his overdue thanks. God forgives me for all the bad things I've done and I fail to just stop and say "thank you Lord. I Love You." I'm putting that to a hault! Thank you GOD for allowing me to breathe, for allowing me to spend another day with the people that I love, and for just providing me with unconditional love. I LOVE YOU!!.
*Live. - I restrict myself because I am afraid of failure. I give up too easily. I've decided to grab life by its saddle and ride until I'm thrown off. You can experience somethings more than once but you can never receive the same feeling twice. Its either better or worse and I refuse to miss out on any type of enjoyment because I am afraid of getting hurt or because other people don't approve when I shouldn't care about what they think. I will live for myself because ain't nobody gon die for me.