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i am sooooo depressed right now, its kind of unreal...
my mom really thinks there's a problem...
maybe there is...
i dunno...
im so emo it makes me sick. cuz i dont wanna be. but i am. i might as well embrace it.
seeing as the year is nearly up, i think i shall take this opporunity to post my highlights (and the occasional shitty day) of the past 12 monthhssssss...
*new years day, waking up with a MASSIVE hangover with emma and tanya...*
*jan and feb...the complete control i had over jay...bless him*
*February 11th...the rooster concert, and meeting them*
*march 12th...emma, tanya and jemma coming to my moms house...jemma was the most blocked that i have ever seen anyone ever...literally...then i was over the sink the whole night, emma stopped talking to me cuz she thought it was 'slutty' that i had sex twice the night i lost my virginity (she only found out that night)...but me and tanya had to laugh about it :) and tanya was sober, and talked to my ma all night...it was actually really funny*
*sometime in april...the sponsered walk...me and tanya HATED emma that day...and for once i didnt feel like a piece of shit in that group...i had control...it felt good...me and tanya fucked off on emma and becky and went into town instead*
*the 30th of april...the first time i went to carrick...spent the saturday morning 'teabagging' in town with ash and cattle...then went to downshire...got death letters from connie...got given drink by kerry...i fancied andy...hahahaha...awww was a fun wee day...kerry tripped over a burnt out car and thought she broke her arm...ashleigh spent the day with dj...blah blah...was good craic anyway...*
*LARNEEEEEE...rofl...awww that day was amazing...drinking on the bus, drew a banana, sang le tigre with ash, sat in a pub, talked shite and stole cattles fegs with andy, beat cattle at pool...drank like a fish...'fucked' lauren as soon as we got off the bus...stopped ashleigh from getting in a fight...lol...FREAKED OUT cuz i thought i lost my ipod...haha...cattle will remember that...awk it was great...oh! oh! that was the night ash was sick in her hand and mopped it up and put it in her wardrobe...SAVAGE BASTARD*
*when i got on the wrong bus and ended up in cookstown...hahahahhaaha*
*the 13th june [undisclosed reasons]*
*the day on the beach...when everyone split to chris's but me, ash, cattle, michael and dj stayed with connie...i didnt really know her then...and i talked shite to her...told her i thought she sent me 'death letters' the first time i saw her (clearly i meant death glares) rofl...i met dj for the first time, and andy...and michael...in front of everyone...i was steamin...i didnt care...lol*
*the 20th june [undisclosed reasons]*
*the 21st june...the night the year was meant to go to dempseys but we scattered everywhere...lol...it was shite up until we saw how ridiculous the night was, then went to the basin, got steamin, i met a random 25 or something year old guy...ROFL...i met stephen connolly as well *vomits*...hahahah was good*
*the 24th june [undisclosed reasons]*
*the 27th of june...emma and kirk...nuff said...twas a reeeallly shite day...never felt that shite before...blah blah...but it was good cuz it made me reaaly see what one person was, and what another couldnt be...and neither of them was emma or kirk...oo0o0o0o0o*
*1st july...ashleigh got back from holiday...i brought drink...got steamin...was with dj most of the night...*
*THE 2ND JULLLYYYYYYY ahhhh that was the night i had my video camera and we were all in downshire school when the new bit was being built...peed in a wee room, kerry and andy were sick after smelling djs piss...dj sang to me...michael kept asking people for sunglasses...kerry showed my camera her tits...a lot...connie then came down...was with her pretty much the rest of the night...rofl...i was blocked...ROFL...jonny and andy and michael were fighting...dj cried...he hit me somehow...rofl...me and connie made jokes...haha...was a gooooood night*
*the 3rd july...ashleigh came to my mas...then we staggered drunk round to my dads, climbed in through the window...i left her on msn while i was on the fone for like 3 hours to connie...me and ash saw a beast in the bushes in the back garden....ROFL*
*4th july...got the bus with carrie and jayne...carrie slabbered about connie and kerry...rhgjksehgjk....me and kerry were not amused...rang her and slabbered...then connie came down...i was STEAMIN like a bastard...kept falling...smacked my head a few times...jumped on top of connie outside the coast...lol...had to be held up by her...(which im sure wasnt easy...lol)...got to the victoria road...yup...then went home...i had to act sober...was terrible...then...yeh...started seeing connie n stuff...*
*8th july...connie and ashleigh came to my house...ROFFFLLLL......went verrrry drunk to KFC...ate a bargain bucket it about 4 minutes...ashleigh the fat cunt ate all the gravy :p...got home...ashleigh went out to ring dj or michael or someone and me and connie were left in the kitchen...yeh...then ashleigh put kittens in her (well...my mas) knickers...hahaha was hilarious*
*12th july...jumped in the harbour...fully clothed...cut myself...rofl*
*13th july...the dams...rofl...was good...*
*19th july...shite shite shite shiteeeeeeeeeee*
*both times at chris's houuuseee*
*4th august...got in a fight...and losssssst like a bastard*
*20th august...SHIIITTTEEEEE and a mistake...but the cock ring and messing up of ashleighs house was fun :)*
*the day at the castle...the night i couldnt walk AT ALL...and ashleigh made me cry*
*when me, connie and my ma went out for dinner...drew penises and such...got drunk...'feed da bears?'*
*louises party thing...met people...danced...wore a skirt...jshdfjkshk*
*halloween...was funny...was steamin...was with andy a lot, hahaha*
*my birthday...had to watch andy and dj be sick everywhere...while me and my ma were stoned eating ribs :D*
*the other times connie was at mine...jhfjks...spesh the 'DEYTOOKYERJOOOBBBBBB' time*
aye...thats all i can think of...
was a good wee year...sort of...
lol
im bored now
jsdhfjk
my mom really thinks there's a problem...
maybe there is...
i dunno...
im so emo it makes me sick. cuz i dont wanna be. but i am. i might as well embrace it.
seeing as the year is nearly up, i think i shall take this opporunity to post my highlights (and the occasional shitty day) of the past 12 monthhssssss...
*new years day, waking up with a MASSIVE hangover with emma and tanya...*
*jan and feb...the complete control i had over jay...bless him*
*February 11th...the rooster concert, and meeting them*
*march 12th...emma, tanya and jemma coming to my moms house...jemma was the most blocked that i have ever seen anyone ever...literally...then i was over the sink the whole night, emma stopped talking to me cuz she thought it was 'slutty' that i had sex twice the night i lost my virginity (she only found out that night)...but me and tanya had to laugh about it :) and tanya was sober, and talked to my ma all night...it was actually really funny*
*sometime in april...the sponsered walk...me and tanya HATED emma that day...and for once i didnt feel like a piece of shit in that group...i had control...it felt good...me and tanya fucked off on emma and becky and went into town instead*
*the 30th of april...the first time i went to carrick...spent the saturday morning 'teabagging' in town with ash and cattle...then went to downshire...got death letters from connie...got given drink by kerry...i fancied andy...hahahaha...awww was a fun wee day...kerry tripped over a burnt out car and thought she broke her arm...ashleigh spent the day with dj...blah blah...was good craic anyway...*
*LARNEEEEEE...rofl...awww that day was amazing...drinking on the bus, drew a banana, sang le tigre with ash, sat in a pub, talked shite and stole cattles fegs with andy, beat cattle at pool...drank like a fish...'fucked' lauren as soon as we got off the bus...stopped ashleigh from getting in a fight...lol...FREAKED OUT cuz i thought i lost my ipod...haha...cattle will remember that...awk it was great...oh! oh! that was the night ash was sick in her hand and mopped it up and put it in her wardrobe...SAVAGE BASTARD*
*when i got on the wrong bus and ended up in cookstown...hahahahhaaha*
*the 13th june [undisclosed reasons]*
*the day on the beach...when everyone split to chris's but me, ash, cattle, michael and dj stayed with connie...i didnt really know her then...and i talked shite to her...told her i thought she sent me 'death letters' the first time i saw her (clearly i meant death glares) rofl...i met dj for the first time, and andy...and michael...in front of everyone...i was steamin...i didnt care...lol*
*the 20th june [undisclosed reasons]*
*the 21st june...the night the year was meant to go to dempseys but we scattered everywhere...lol...it was shite up until we saw how ridiculous the night was, then went to the basin, got steamin, i met a random 25 or something year old guy...ROFL...i met stephen connolly as well *vomits*...hahahah was good*
*the 24th june [undisclosed reasons]*
*the 27th of june...emma and kirk...nuff said...twas a reeeallly shite day...never felt that shite before...blah blah...but it was good cuz it made me reaaly see what one person was, and what another couldnt be...and neither of them was emma or kirk...oo0o0o0o0o*
*1st july...ashleigh got back from holiday...i brought drink...got steamin...was with dj most of the night...*
*THE 2ND JULLLYYYYYYY ahhhh that was the night i had my video camera and we were all in downshire school when the new bit was being built...peed in a wee room, kerry and andy were sick after smelling djs piss...dj sang to me...michael kept asking people for sunglasses...kerry showed my camera her tits...a lot...connie then came down...was with her pretty much the rest of the night...rofl...i was blocked...ROFL...jonny and andy and michael were fighting...dj cried...he hit me somehow...rofl...me and connie made jokes...haha...was a gooooood night*
*the 3rd july...ashleigh came to my mas...then we staggered drunk round to my dads, climbed in through the window...i left her on msn while i was on the fone for like 3 hours to connie...me and ash saw a beast in the bushes in the back garden....ROFL*
*4th july...got the bus with carrie and jayne...carrie slabbered about connie and kerry...rhgjksehgjk....me and kerry were not amused...rang her and slabbered...then connie came down...i was STEAMIN like a bastard...kept falling...smacked my head a few times...jumped on top of connie outside the coast...lol...had to be held up by her...(which im sure wasnt easy...lol)...got to the victoria road...yup...then went home...i had to act sober...was terrible...then...yeh...started seeing connie n stuff...*
*8th july...connie and ashleigh came to my house...ROFFFLLLL......went verrrry drunk to KFC...ate a bargain bucket it about 4 minutes...ashleigh the fat cunt ate all the gravy :p...got home...ashleigh went out to ring dj or michael or someone and me and connie were left in the kitchen...yeh...then ashleigh put kittens in her (well...my mas) knickers...hahaha was hilarious*
*12th july...jumped in the harbour...fully clothed...cut myself...rofl*
*13th july...the dams...rofl...was good...*
*19th july...shite shite shite shiteeeeeeeeeee*
*both times at chris's houuuseee*
*4th august...got in a fight...and losssssst like a bastard*
*20th august...SHIIITTTEEEEE and a mistake...but the cock ring and messing up of ashleighs house was fun :)*
*the day at the castle...the night i couldnt walk AT ALL...and ashleigh made me cry*
*when me, connie and my ma went out for dinner...drew penises and such...got drunk...'feed da bears?'*
*louises party thing...met people...danced...wore a skirt...jshdfjkshk*
*halloween...was funny...was steamin...was with andy a lot, hahaha*
*my birthday...had to watch andy and dj be sick everywhere...while me and my ma were stoned eating ribs :D*
*the other times connie was at mine...jhfjks...spesh the 'DEYTOOKYERJOOOBBBBBB' time*
aye...thats all i can think of...
was a good wee year...sort of...
lol
im bored now
jsdhfjk