"you're taking up my time"

[x__broken__x]

It's been... well life I guess. Not too much has happened besides Amanda deciding not to talk to me. Whatever. I am just sick of this whole... "I'm talking to you... wait I'm not" bullshit that she does, at least twice every year. It's immature and I'm not going to deal with it. She won't tell me why she's not talking to me, fine. I'm not going to assume anything. It doesn't really matter why she's not talking to me, because whatever it is, it will be my fault. So, I don't really care. I'm just tired of it...

Anyway... Tomorrow, the Used at the Rave. Yep. I am so excited. Heh. And then Chicago on Saturday, Columbia.. Yeah. It should be fun. I hope. Car ride both times with Amanda... But I'll deal with it. I hope she can.

Yeah, so I am getting really behind in all my classes but this one... I need to get it together. I'm angry with myself... I'm just not getting motivated.

So... I guess Nya still likes Chris. And I guess he got a job at mcdonalds with her and Andy. Heh... She tells me everyday almost how she misses him. And she is still wearing his key (the mudvayne key thingy). Heh. Yeah. She's being stupid, but whatever. I don't know where it's going to get her...

I guess I am going to go.... Homework. Yeah... Bye...

you're such a sucker for a sweet talker