misery is a butterfly
ahhh wtf how can i like someone who doesn't like me anymore?!?!?! better yet, hates me probably? why the fuck do i torture myself with this?! maybe cause im a fucken retard... i already fucked it up, so i just need to forget it..
"Fuck you Lucy, for leaving me. Fuck you Lucy, for not needing me. I wanna say fuck you, because I still love you. No, I'm not ok, & I don't know what to do."
ehh.. i need to relax.. i need to visit Cory dear at the skatepark. =]
FUCK!!! i don't know where i always go wrong.
everyone in his life, with mistake in his love.
do i sound mad?
well i guess im a little pissed.
every action has a point.
& five points make a fist.
you close em, you swing em.
it hurts when it hits.
& the truth can be a bitch.
but if the boot fits.
i got an idea.
you should get a tattoo that says warning.
that's all.
just a warning.
so the potential victim can take a left & save breathe.
& avoid you sober & upset in the morning.
I WANNA SCREAM FUCK YOU LUCY!
BUT THE PROBLEM IS I LOVE YOU LUCY!
so instead, imma finish my drink & have another.
while you think about how you used to be my lover.
______, fuck you.
I wanna fucken go to the skatepark & see Cory. That kid makes me happy. =]
im fucken messed up.