envious of people that get to see the one they love everyday and dont take advantage of it....:(
hey miguel told me to update and i guess i should i really havent in a long time well i havent had anything to really update its been the same old shit...
nothing has changed
i still wanna go shopping
i still love miguel
i still miss him a whole lot
i still have school
i still have nothing to do...
i am STILL BORED
so yea i dont know miguel cam this past week... we were in my moms room and he asked me what i was thinking and i told him id tell him later it was because i didnt wanna cry so i didnt tell him till later but i still dont think i told him the whole big picture of what i was thinking.. i told him i was thinking about that i missed him.. but that wasnt all i was also thinking about how i hated it when he wasnt around... i really do i hate not being around him... i just love him so much you know... it hurts when i cant be with him i miss him so much sometimes.. i really do. im a dork i know but i really do cry some times because i miss him soooooo much but oh well gotta rough it out for a while till i get to "be" with him i guess i dont know... its so unfair i see couples everyday that get to see each other everyday and all they do is fight and be mad at each other... it makes me soo mad im like DUDE WTF imagine how lucky you are you get to see each other everyday and be with each other everyday and this is what you do? argure 85%of the time? it gets me so mad... id ont knwo but i am going to stop typing my eyes are all red because im trying not to get all choked up ok bye for now
con amor~vero
nothing has changed
i still wanna go shopping
i still love miguel
i still miss him a whole lot
i still have school
i still have nothing to do...
i am STILL BORED
so yea i dont know miguel cam this past week... we were in my moms room and he asked me what i was thinking and i told him id tell him later it was because i didnt wanna cry so i didnt tell him till later but i still dont think i told him the whole big picture of what i was thinking.. i told him i was thinking about that i missed him.. but that wasnt all i was also thinking about how i hated it when he wasnt around... i really do i hate not being around him... i just love him so much you know... it hurts when i cant be with him i miss him so much sometimes.. i really do. im a dork i know but i really do cry some times because i miss him soooooo much but oh well gotta rough it out for a while till i get to "be" with him i guess i dont know... its so unfair i see couples everyday that get to see each other everyday and all they do is fight and be mad at each other... it makes me soo mad im like DUDE WTF imagine how lucky you are you get to see each other everyday and be with each other everyday and this is what you do? argure 85%of the time? it gets me so mad... id ont knwo but i am going to stop typing my eyes are all red because im trying not to get all choked up ok bye for now
con amor~vero