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Jul 11, 2005 22:29

Hmmm, we should have known this would happen. I must say, that was very dishonest and shitty of you.
Especially because you didn't seem to have any problem with lying a month ago.

So people have been saying I've changed. Specifically, people have been saying these things about me behind my back. That I'm turning into a bitch, and it's all Val's fault.

But excuse me, Val is my best friend.

And when people say that I've changed so much, it really doesn't hurt me one bit. Maybe everyone thinks I'm a bitch. So what? I used to be the biggest pushover of all time. I suppose I still have a little of it in me. But the point is, I hated myself for being that way. It's just stupid to live your life for other people.
Yes, I have changed. I don't take as much crap from people anymore, and to be honest, I like myself better like this. I feel like a stronger person, and I feel in control of all my thoughts and actions.
I'm sorry, but if someone is rude to me, or gives me an unneccessary attitude, I don't see why the hell I should be bending over backwards to make that person accept me. Fuck them. It's as simple as that.

The only reason people..dislike me now is because they know I'm not going to sit around and do whatever they tell me to do. I'm not going to just sit there while they insult me and make fun of me. I just can't be friends with people who don't respect me and who are rude to me, or anyone close to me. What's the point? I just don't feel the need to be friends with everyone on the planet anymore. I guess you could say I'm getting selective, or picky. So what? All I ask for is trust, respect, and oh, I don't know, common courtesy? Thanks.

So yes, I agree I have changed. Get over it. It doesn't hurt me when people say these things about me, so why bother saying them anymore when it's obvious that your only intention is to hurt me? Get some new material.

I am so sick of high school drama.
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