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[x____oh_so_rad]

i was thinking about all of the stupid stuff we used to do together.
we would stay up late talking for hours...
best friends forever.. or at least, that's what we thought.
what happened?
what happened to our friendship?
what happened to telling eachother EVERYTHING, and what happened to eating lunch together, every single day?
i know i changed. but i changed for the better. but you, you changed for the worse.
you're digging a hole deeper and deeper. and pretty soon you won't be able to get out by yourself.
and the superficial friends that you have now, won't help you, and they won't care.
but i will. i always will. i know a side of you that no one else knows. and i know it's still there.
it's just candy coated and hidden.
you have a piece of my heart and i know i'm never going to get it back...
but i want you to know, no matter what happens, i will always be here for you and i will always love you.
so here i am again.. thinking about the old days.. when we would stay up late, talking for hours.. and always said we would be best friends forever.