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fuck kris!
I am perfectly fine not around people, I wake up at 2 drink coffee do whatever for 8 hours lay in my bed till 5:00 in the morning because I can't seem to sleep at night, wake up around 8:00 lay in my bed nodding off till 2 and start the routine over. I don't like people they piss me off I really have been so annoyed lately. whats the point of calling anybody I would be unbelievable frustarated with there company. I am not a loser I could easily call someone but I don't I like it like that. Sometimes I am so afraid I don't even know what I am afraid of sometimes I am just afraid to be alive I am unbelieveable annoyed with the human race that I feel if I call someone i will lose every single friend I have ever had. Its wierd right how badly I don't want to be around people. I know it is I just can't help it.
I am perfectly fine not around people, I wake up at 2 drink coffee do whatever for 8 hours lay in my bed till 5:00 in the morning because I can't seem to sleep at night, wake up around 8:00 lay in my bed nodding off till 2 and start the routine over. I don't like people they piss me off I really have been so annoyed lately. whats the point of calling anybody I would be unbelievable frustarated with there company. I am not a loser I could easily call someone but I don't I like it like that. Sometimes I am so afraid I don't even know what I am afraid of sometimes I am just afraid to be alive I am unbelieveable annoyed with the human race that I feel if I call someone i will lose every single friend I have ever had. Its wierd right how badly I don't want to be around people. I know it is I just can't help it.