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god fucking damnit all to hell.
today sucks.
absolutely, 100000% SUCKS
there was such pain and sorrow going around the theatre today since 7 (atleast) people got put on probation today including one of my good friends (steph... I <3 you) I have horrible cramps that wont go away no matter how many times I overdose. I have to go in tomorrow and get my blood tests and im scared to death about what will come from it. I have fucking cotillion tonight that i do NOT wanna go to at allllll. Surrounded by 50 ODA kids who dont like me for 3 hours. In a dress, higheels and stockings trying not to start crying cuz of how shitty I feel. I just didnt want to do anything today and im ending up having to do everything I dont wanna do. I'm still fighting with julie and i HATE it but i cant help it. Kenne is soooo whiny cuz he's sick. People were crying all over the place today. I hate days like these.
I just wanna sleep.
and i cant
fucking cotillion.
today sucks.
absolutely, 100000% SUCKS
there was such pain and sorrow going around the theatre today since 7 (atleast) people got put on probation today including one of my good friends (steph... I <3 you) I have horrible cramps that wont go away no matter how many times I overdose. I have to go in tomorrow and get my blood tests and im scared to death about what will come from it. I have fucking cotillion tonight that i do NOT wanna go to at allllll. Surrounded by 50 ODA kids who dont like me for 3 hours. In a dress, higheels and stockings trying not to start crying cuz of how shitty I feel. I just didnt want to do anything today and im ending up having to do everything I dont wanna do. I'm still fighting with julie and i HATE it but i cant help it. Kenne is soooo whiny cuz he's sick. People were crying all over the place today. I hate days like these.
I just wanna sleep.
and i cant
fucking cotillion.