My mom pisses me off
A poem for my effing mother
I feel you in the pit of my stomach
Rising into my throat
Choking me
You overwhelm me with a feeling like death
I feel so suffocated
And I cannot breathe until you're gone
Until you are nothing more...
But a dismantled illusion in front of my eyes
But as of now...
You choke me
Stop my breath
And enclose me
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Okay so my mom wants to take me out of the dorms. She wants me to move back home and I really really don't want to. Ugh. I am seriously going to consider finding my own place if I really do have to move back home. My mom isn't being very fair in the fact that I know what I did wrong last semester and it isn't going to happen again. She doesn't see that I don't hang out with Jessie as much which means that I won't be influenced by her. And Stephanie... She is the best thing that could've ever happened to me. I know it has only been the first few days of school but I can so see myself busting my ass this semester and getting good grades. I wish my mom could see this change in me. It isn't a negative change either. Ugh. My mom just frustrates me so much.
I feel you in the pit of my stomach
Rising into my throat
Choking me
You overwhelm me with a feeling like death
I feel so suffocated
And I cannot breathe until you're gone
Until you are nothing more...
But a dismantled illusion in front of my eyes
But as of now...
You choke me
Stop my breath
And enclose me
_____________________________
Okay so my mom wants to take me out of the dorms. She wants me to move back home and I really really don't want to. Ugh. I am seriously going to consider finding my own place if I really do have to move back home. My mom isn't being very fair in the fact that I know what I did wrong last semester and it isn't going to happen again. She doesn't see that I don't hang out with Jessie as much which means that I won't be influenced by her. And Stephanie... She is the best thing that could've ever happened to me. I know it has only been the first few days of school but I can so see myself busting my ass this semester and getting good grades. I wish my mom could see this change in me. It isn't a negative change either. Ugh. My mom just frustrates me so much.