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after a strange evening, i went to my mom's; she can't turn me away or look at me like i am crazy or make me feel guilty for being sad. i got there and they were rushing off to puppy class, though. that was pretty terrible. she asked what was wrong and wanted to stay, but i told her to go. i ended up crying and falling asleep in my brother's bed for an hour and a half and scaring alex because he saw my car but couldn't find me.