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Crap it's only wednesday.
Whoever said senior year goes by fast and there is no work, is a LIAR.
Everyone dumped work on me today.
Ugh. Thank god for the weekend.
Gabby was talking to me in history and I found out we have alot of stuff in common. She's also been with her bf for awhile, the only difference is that he's here and mine is a gagillion miles(yay I finally spelled it right Myles!!! lol) away. She seems really cool.
After class she invited me to go with her and some other girls to a party on friday and I said I would go. I can't wait. I need to go to a party. I haven't been to one in ages.
Oh yeah she's also decided to make a dance team, for some reason, who knows, my school has an OC club, an anime club, a laguna beach club and etc...but doesn't have a dance team.
I told you they were weird.
Anyways, I think I want to do that. I'm losing weight, don't scream at me I am and I can't help it! ( I really am trying to maintain my weight I swear!), it would help me tone up so im not just skinny but toned and skinny, especially since I will have to wear a bathing suit during spring break even if I don't swim, something I'm so not looking forward to but the sand and some sun does sound great.
I talked to Burt a little while ago. It was really strange. I think talking to Gabby about her bf made me paranoid. She told me how one time they weren't with each other like "together" and he did stuff with 4 other girls. Then she kept saying how college is so different and blah blah blah. I had to ask him if he was keeping something from me and he said no and I believe him, but I still feel weird. Not that I don't trust him but I don't know. I think I just miss him.
I rather have him here with me. That would make everything so much easier. I hate being alone. I miss the hugs and the car rides. I miss how he always calls me different names even though I hate what he calls me. I miss his voice.
I wish he hadn't called me. I really miss him whenever he calls. It really makes me miss his voice which then translates to reminding me about everything else that I miss.
At the same time I'm happy he called because when he doesn't I'm always hoping the phone will ring so I can hear him.
Love sucks sometimes.
I want to tell him sooooooooooooooo many things, but I think I would scare him away. I don't understand how some couples can just be so open and talk about that sorta stuff. I mean if I was like would you run away with me and get married I think that would scare the shit out of him.
I know I'm young and everyone says it's too early to get tied down but I love him. I like being his g/f even when he's so far away and I know there isn't anyone else I rather be with.
Ugh. I'm rambling, I should go do work.
Oh, the joy.
The rapture.
Whoever said senior year goes by fast and there is no work, is a LIAR.
Everyone dumped work on me today.
Ugh. Thank god for the weekend.
Gabby was talking to me in history and I found out we have alot of stuff in common. She's also been with her bf for awhile, the only difference is that he's here and mine is a gagillion miles(yay I finally spelled it right Myles!!! lol) away. She seems really cool.
After class she invited me to go with her and some other girls to a party on friday and I said I would go. I can't wait. I need to go to a party. I haven't been to one in ages.
Oh yeah she's also decided to make a dance team, for some reason, who knows, my school has an OC club, an anime club, a laguna beach club and etc...but doesn't have a dance team.
I told you they were weird.
Anyways, I think I want to do that. I'm losing weight, don't scream at me I am and I can't help it! ( I really am trying to maintain my weight I swear!), it would help me tone up so im not just skinny but toned and skinny, especially since I will have to wear a bathing suit during spring break even if I don't swim, something I'm so not looking forward to but the sand and some sun does sound great.
I talked to Burt a little while ago. It was really strange. I think talking to Gabby about her bf made me paranoid. She told me how one time they weren't with each other like "together" and he did stuff with 4 other girls. Then she kept saying how college is so different and blah blah blah. I had to ask him if he was keeping something from me and he said no and I believe him, but I still feel weird. Not that I don't trust him but I don't know. I think I just miss him.
I rather have him here with me. That would make everything so much easier. I hate being alone. I miss the hugs and the car rides. I miss how he always calls me different names even though I hate what he calls me. I miss his voice.
I wish he hadn't called me. I really miss him whenever he calls. It really makes me miss his voice which then translates to reminding me about everything else that I miss.
At the same time I'm happy he called because when he doesn't I'm always hoping the phone will ring so I can hear him.
Love sucks sometimes.
I want to tell him sooooooooooooooo many things, but I think I would scare him away. I don't understand how some couples can just be so open and talk about that sorta stuff. I mean if I was like would you run away with me and get married I think that would scare the shit out of him.
I know I'm young and everyone says it's too early to get tied down but I love him. I like being his g/f even when he's so far away and I know there isn't anyone else I rather be with.
Ugh. I'm rambling, I should go do work.
Oh, the joy.
The rapture.