weird
So its weird...how people change...and they dont notice it...or wont admit that they have. They just keep on denying the fact that things arent the same as they used to be.
I kinda sorta wish i could be like that and just move on, forget the old things, change...but i cant. I want to forget things that ruin my relationships...I want to be able to erase all of my horrible memories but it seems the harder I try the more I remember them.
On the other hand I wish that I could remember more...like I start to forget things that are very important to me...and I wish i could remember but I cant...like certain things that you can never do again...like see your best friend...
Things are so messed up right now...I cant even explain all of the things going on in my head. Thank god for friends and jesse or else Id be insane.
I wish things were simple...but that never happens to me....
I kinda sorta wish i could be like that and just move on, forget the old things, change...but i cant. I want to forget things that ruin my relationships...I want to be able to erase all of my horrible memories but it seems the harder I try the more I remember them.
On the other hand I wish that I could remember more...like I start to forget things that are very important to me...and I wish i could remember but I cant...like certain things that you can never do again...like see your best friend...
Things are so messed up right now...I cant even explain all of the things going on in my head. Thank god for friends and jesse or else Id be insane.
I wish things were simple...but that never happens to me....