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Hey not alot here. I'm just bored so i decided to update this thing again.
I dont know why but i feel depressed at the moment. Nothing is wrong in my life, but i feel depressed.
Weird eh? Oh well, no one really cares anyways... which is why i write about all my problems in this.
There is nothing really anyone can do, thats why i dont talk to anyone about these kind of things. I mean i do at times, but i feel like i'm talking to a brick
wall because no one understands me. Most of the time, people usually say things like "its ok andy" or "i deal with this all the time, cheer up."
That doesnt help me at all. In a way i like to hear those things because it sort of cheers me up, but i still feel like shit.
Thanks friends. I'm thankful for all of your support.
Another thing thats on my mind, all the fucking drama.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck it all i say. If it has nothing to do with me or my life, then please keep it to yourself.
Sure i'll hear a few stories about "oh so and so bitched at me today, so i'm gunna' fight him/her."
Well how does that help me later on in life? Exactally, i dont give a fuck.
It's annoying and pointless, Period.
I think i lost one of my friends. You should know who,
But you might not.
Considering we talked just last night online.
I feel like i hurt you in some way.
I'm sorry, really sorry.
I feel like shit because of it.
We we're like really good friends, but things like.. changed?
I would say so... it seems like anyways.
I'll get over things eventually.
I hate losing good friends.
You can all comment if you want to, but no one ever does anyways.
So i guess dont waste your time?
But..............
It would still cheer me up if you did<3
I dont know why but i feel depressed at the moment. Nothing is wrong in my life, but i feel depressed.
Weird eh? Oh well, no one really cares anyways... which is why i write about all my problems in this.
There is nothing really anyone can do, thats why i dont talk to anyone about these kind of things. I mean i do at times, but i feel like i'm talking to a brick
wall because no one understands me. Most of the time, people usually say things like "its ok andy" or "i deal with this all the time, cheer up."
That doesnt help me at all. In a way i like to hear those things because it sort of cheers me up, but i still feel like shit.
Thanks friends. I'm thankful for all of your support.
Another thing thats on my mind, all the fucking drama.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck it all i say. If it has nothing to do with me or my life, then please keep it to yourself.
Sure i'll hear a few stories about "oh so and so bitched at me today, so i'm gunna' fight him/her."
Well how does that help me later on in life? Exactally, i dont give a fuck.
It's annoying and pointless, Period.
I think i lost one of my friends. You should know who,
But you might not.
Considering we talked just last night online.
I feel like i hurt you in some way.
I'm sorry, really sorry.
I feel like shit because of it.
We we're like really good friends, but things like.. changed?
I would say so... it seems like anyways.
I'll get over things eventually.
I hate losing good friends.
You can all comment if you want to, but no one ever does anyways.
So i guess dont waste your time?
But..............
It would still cheer me up if you did<3