May 31, 2005 14:33
*ignore the following paragraph*
I randomly hated the world today. I was in such a columbine mood. I really hate hypocrites..especially when they exaggerate its fucking retarded and it makes me want to stab them with rusty nails. Dont exaggerate something then bitch bout the exaggeration when u fucking do the exaggerated version every fucking day and no1 bitches to you. No one probably has any clue what im talking bout cuz it hardly makes sense, but i dont fucking care. Im sick of stupid and annoying people, im sick of people bitching bout stuff and not doing anything about it. Much like i am doing right now, but thats ok cuz im sick of me. I hate when people bitch bout something that is done to them when they do it to people every fucking second. How does it feel u stupid fuck? Im so aggravated. They put up with it ONCE for one FUCKING second and whine and bitch when people fucking put up with it every second of every day from them! To give an obvious unrelevant stupid example-dont fucking whine bout like.. not having food or something for 5 fucking minutes when people in other countries are starving, then if a starving ethiopian person asks for a cracker dont get all fucking annoyed cuz u havent eaten for 5 seconds u fat fuck at least u experienced for 5 FUCKING MINUTES what they experience every day.(i repeat this is nothing like the hypociritcal situation that annoyed me today but too fucking bad u get my fucking point and if u dont i dont give a fuck, you're dumb. leave.) Im sick of people/everything and i just wanted to fucking get it out there so everyone knows to stfu cuz i hate u all.
K that felt good.i dont actually hate anyone at all sorry bout that randomness so yeah
hopefully ill be in higher spirits after dance, but for now ill put myself in higher spirits to make this entry not look homicidal. yeah math was not as bad today cuz marlene fucking showed up. Thank god. I hope to get drunk real soon. My recital is this weekend. which sucks cuz i havent gotten a damn hat for my fucking class. oh well ill manage to get one before then, cuz u know i will get up and do something bout my problem. lol im done bitching now seriously. Nates ringing my doorbell do i want to get up? i guess i will. He better cheer me up. or else. lol byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee