i feel incapable of living
like, no im going to die. im so sick and tired both physically and emotionally.. i keep crying for like hours an i dont even know why and i got in a fight with my mom where i sit and she yells and like i bite my tongue and she like yells at me for being silent. whatever i fucking dont even care its not important what fucking is bothering me is that i cant concentrate on fucking midterms. i space out like so much well this has only been the past week really but im not going to complain about myself being a dumb ass anymore. *post new years resolution*....
yeah im just basically freaking bout grades mid terms dance and track.. yehaii have both track AND dance on mid term days, so im like fucked with studying.FUCKKKKKED ahh im going to fail i suck so bad at life i like failed my math test thhat wuz like thrown in my face when i came in late and i wuz so flustered and rushing i like made stuff up i wuz like yeah pythagorean theorem? k bye ? even tho we liek learned slop shit idk wtf then i wuz like going to advisory and mazel.. thank god i have her she rocks my world.. wuz all like uh ally we dont have advisory which screwed me over cuz i didnt do my latin hw so i like ran to class and bullshit the whole fucking thing i wrote random latin words no joke ask syntoya and brian i like just wrote shit if it said like hors ein the sentence i just didnt like decline it and wrote the word for it oh it wuz so bad and he like collected it checked it handed it back and made us grade ourselves and he like stood behind me the whole tiem and read off my paper no exaggerating i wanted to like die then he wuz like yeah grade these and i had like a 72 or something when i never get lower than a 95 in his class and he wuz like wow(while looking at my paper).. k i wont grade these guys but U NEED TO STUDY THIS WUD BE UR MIDTERM GRADE like if im as stressed as i am now fuck midterms, mine as well not show up.. well anywho
i shud quit track and dance.. i kinda like plan to.. but duarte is like taking me to the varsity meet cuz hes like throw throw throw im like wutev and ehs like u can go to maryland just thorw 5 feet farther then watch i will do it and he will be like yep k 10 more feet uh huh now mulitply by ten and throw 80 more feet lol .. no idk wutev.. mayeb if i do good and work hard tued he will let me skip wed. :) so i can just do dance that day i need to study so badly!!!! ah im going to fail life k bye... k no more complaining. i just need to quit everything and get a job so i can get a car and insurance. ah. k bye nooow no more complaining :X
yeah im just basically freaking bout grades mid terms dance and track.. yehaii have both track AND dance on mid term days, so im like fucked with studying.FUCKKKKKED ahh im going to fail i suck so bad at life i like failed my math test thhat wuz like thrown in my face when i came in late and i wuz so flustered and rushing i like made stuff up i wuz like yeah pythagorean theorem? k bye ? even tho we liek learned slop shit idk wtf then i wuz like going to advisory and mazel.. thank god i have her she rocks my world.. wuz all like uh ally we dont have advisory which screwed me over cuz i didnt do my latin hw so i like ran to class and bullshit the whole fucking thing i wrote random latin words no joke ask syntoya and brian i like just wrote shit if it said like hors ein the sentence i just didnt like decline it and wrote the word for it oh it wuz so bad and he like collected it checked it handed it back and made us grade ourselves and he like stood behind me the whole tiem and read off my paper no exaggerating i wanted to like die then he wuz like yeah grade these and i had like a 72 or something when i never get lower than a 95 in his class and he wuz like wow(while looking at my paper).. k i wont grade these guys but U NEED TO STUDY THIS WUD BE UR MIDTERM GRADE like if im as stressed as i am now fuck midterms, mine as well not show up.. well anywho
i shud quit track and dance.. i kinda like plan to.. but duarte is like taking me to the varsity meet cuz hes like throw throw throw im like wutev and ehs like u can go to maryland just thorw 5 feet farther then watch i will do it and he will be like yep k 10 more feet uh huh now mulitply by ten and throw 80 more feet lol .. no idk wutev.. mayeb if i do good and work hard tued he will let me skip wed. :) so i can just do dance that day i need to study so badly!!!! ah im going to fail life k bye... k no more complaining. i just need to quit everything and get a job so i can get a car and insurance. ah. k bye nooow no more complaining :X