Crushes.
mahn.. it sucks having them... eesh.. but then again, when i'm having a bad day and i think about *him* then i get all happy and makes me forget about all my worries even if it is just temporary...
it's amazing how one person that barely talks to me can change my moods from crummy to giddy in a matter of seconds... is it just me? am i the weird one? hmph.
anyhow, it's good to just pay attention to one and daydream, but being obsessive isn't that good, right? i mean, if someone was obsessed about me and thought about me day and night [and i didn't really know them!] i'd kinna freak out myself... but then i'd have to understand them because i know what they go through and such... ((heheh, but i'm not saying that there is anyone that likes me [i wish!]))
agh, but whatever... no matter what i tell myself and no matter how much a restrict myself, i guess humans have a tendency to love a special someone be it a year or just a few days... it must be that thing called human nature... or to put it more specifically, HORMONES. eh, i just wish it didn't kick in so early in my life cuz i'll never be able to have the one i love... aish... now i'm just feeling sorry for myself... *sigh*
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it's amazing how one person that barely talks to me can change my moods from crummy to giddy in a matter of seconds... is it just me? am i the weird one? hmph.
anyhow, it's good to just pay attention to one and daydream, but being obsessive isn't that good, right? i mean, if someone was obsessed about me and thought about me day and night [and i didn't really know them!] i'd kinna freak out myself... but then i'd have to understand them because i know what they go through and such... ((heheh, but i'm not saying that there is anyone that likes me [i wish!]))
agh, but whatever... no matter what i tell myself and no matter how much a restrict myself, i guess humans have a tendency to love a special someone be it a year or just a few days... it must be that thing called human nature... or to put it more specifically, HORMONES. eh, i just wish it didn't kick in so early in my life cuz i'll never be able to have the one i love... aish... now i'm just feeling sorry for myself... *sigh*
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