Feb 26, 2005 06:09
So far I have played games ALL vaca, but mumma let me get ONE break during my vaca, so I chilled with Scott, Josh, his girl, Abdi and Amanda. Well Josh's girl had an ex (black) whos a fucker and he's calling on her cellphone talking about fighting with his "homies" at her house. Well him and all of his black friends in her ALL WHITE neighborhood. If the cops get called who will they believe? A bunch of "gangsters" or a five white people? Whites all the time lol, well she hands me the her phone and says "if shit gets out of control call this number" is say ok, well the fucker calls up and i was outside infront of everyone and im like "Whos this" he's like "mike" and i knew who he was and i HATE punks and the little fucker was punking us out and I HATE PUNKS!!! My shcool is filled with them so i get a wicked idea he dont know me so I say " hey fucker, where the fuck are you? I dont see you...oh wait a second..smile so i can see you bitch! Oh wait ::sniff sniff:: i smell fried chicken and watermelon must be a blackie!" and hung up!!! Everyone was howling in luaghter, and know what? It felt good, yeah being an asshole feels good, like brooke...wow friday was I an asshole, and then that same night I have a FULL slushie....what did I do? Threw it onto a car...yeah and it was a nice car...and it...felt...goood.....hehehe.....I think Im gonna be an asshole alot more now-a-days....it feels GREAT!!!!! But tonight should be the shit!! I chillin with my homies and i get to RELAX and no punks, or fucking cunt bitches will be there!!! Hahhaha i will love it, but dude, I skipped 1st and last period Friday and chilled with Ross, John, Brian, and it RULED had a couple cigs, and a WHOLE two liters of moutian dew baby it ruled.....I wish I could be like Zelos...handsome, strong, the shit,...oh well...i gross fat me :-D......damn.......tears......hehehe
Song of the day: A song Dedicated to Brooke...thanks....a fucking lot
ICP's "Under the Moon"
I'm still here under the moon (2x)
I was just a child but you seemed like so much more
The way you would approach me and drift across the floor
I'd see you in the hall, and you'd kiss me with a smile
I never understood it, was I even worth your while?
The others kids at school, they would hate me and they'd spit
Cuz I was just a no one, to them I wasn't shit
But you would always hold me and stand there by my side
We were only seventeen; we'd be together till we died
But then it all happened on the ever dreadful day
Somebody tried to rape you and now I'll make him pay
You pointed him out to me, my thoughts began to race
I took my daddy's forty-five and shot him in the fucking face!!!
I did it all for you, and though I'm facing years
I would do the time just to equal all your tears
The last thing that you told me when I left the courtroom
Is that we'd always be together, cuz we're both under the moon
(CHORUS)
I'll forever love you, even in your doom
We'll always be together cuz we're both under the moon
I'll forever love you, even in your doom
We'll always be together
I sit here in my cell and the walls are made of stone
I've justified your pain, but now I sit alone
I write another letter, I write one every day
I never got a letter back, I write em anyway
I try to call collect, your number has been changed
I'm staring at the light bulb and I start to feel deranged
You never came to visit me, I sit facing the glass
No one's on the other side,
now it's in the past
My head is always spinning,
I'm pounding on the wall
I feel like I'm forgotten, no sign of you at all
You're probably getting married, you're probably getting fucked
I'll break out of this cage and try to cut that motherfucker up
I curl up in the corner, my body will corrode
My teeth are turning into dust, skin is growing mold
I'm staring out the window of my eternal doom
I know that you are out there, somewhere underneath the moon
[Chorus (1x)]
Many, many years, many more to go
Does she still remember?
God, he only knows
I've now become a savage,
They chain me to a wall
I still can see no body,
I still can hear no call
I'm nothing but a maggot,
I'm locked away and lost
The world it doesn't want me, my dignity is tossed
And to the girl for whom I feel this doom
Look here, fuck you and the moon
Hey! Fuck you and the moon (5x)
[Chorus (8x)]
I'm still here under the moon
I'm still here under the moon (still under the moon)