♥broken once again
....shew i try so hard to act like i dont give a fuck about u cause they all say that if i do then u will come back, but i just cant thats not me....i honestly just want to be with u every single second of the day...
..it was my fault this time is what hurts me the most.... i didnt mean it like u took it though, i promise..but i ruined it all and i think it was my last chance too :(
..i hate my fuckin life, seriously i havent been truely happy for over a year..what can i do tho i try and try soo hard to force myself to be happy but i just need you so much, i dont know if u will ever understand how much u mean to me either...i try to make u understand and it back fires in my face :'(
..if you read this please comment me or call me or somethin..i want to talk to u soo badly...i dont care what time it is either..please
i love you....
..it was my fault this time is what hurts me the most.... i didnt mean it like u took it though, i promise..but i ruined it all and i think it was my last chance too :(
..i hate my fuckin life, seriously i havent been truely happy for over a year..what can i do tho i try and try soo hard to force myself to be happy but i just need you so much, i dont know if u will ever understand how much u mean to me either...i try to make u understand and it back fires in my face :'(
..if you read this please comment me or call me or somethin..i want to talk to u soo badly...i dont care what time it is either..please
i love you....