LaMe...
Well, yesterday was pretty nice. Vince and I met up with Elise and we went and got some dinner at Big Boy. After that we went to the mall, then met up with Amberly. We all just kinda chilled at my (MOM's) house. We decided it would be a good night to have a bonfire, so we went to Amberly's and got snacks n pop and it was a lot of fun.
Then today, Vince came over and we hung out for a bit and then I had to clean and get ready. Once I did that, we picked up Elise and met Amberly up at the Ehman Center for a local show (concert). Terry's band was playing, so that was the main reason we went. We ended up finding out they were 3rd band, so we were like, ok cool, we can see Em's bf's band and Terry's band, then go. It turned out that they were playing later than expected, so we went and got food. When we got back, we found out they were playing last. So we kinda hung in there, but then I ran home with the girls cuz I wasn't feeling good, got back, Vince wasn't feeling good. So he then went to my house and was going to try and make it back before Terry's band came on, but then I got a phone call saying that my mom had kicked me out. So, he came and picked me up and we went to go grab the bag they left outside and there was like absolutely nothing in there. Vince had to call Bill to let him in so he could get clothes, shoes, my computer, and like shampoo and all that crap...
I swear, my mom is so stupid. There was no reason to even kick me out. She is fuckin crazy, and everyone else agrees with me. She gets mad about the dumbest things, then tells me that I am being disrespectful, etc, etc. Bull shit. She just blows things out of proportion and makes it out to be this whole un-necessary ordeal. I don't know what goes on in her mind, but obviously she thinks she isn't doing anything wrong; it's always other people's fault. It's really hard to explain. Like, I'm not just one of those teenagers who thinkgs they have done nothing wrong, like seriously, I won't do anything wrong, but my mom will still be a total bitch and make it hell for me and just make me out to be the worst person on earth, for no fucking reason. Like I seriously won't do a fucking thing to her and she will sit there and tell me how annoying and disrespectful to her and Bill. I'm like, I don't even talk to you guys, like what the fuck? Ughh.
Anyway, I don't know when I will be going back. From what Vince gathered from Bill, my mom doesn't want me coming back for like a month. I don't know where she expected me to stay, and I really don't think she cared. She probably figured I'd have to stay in my car again. Luckily, my Aunt Jane (my dad's sister), took me under her wing because I would have had nowhere else to go. I am really happy that she is doing this for me. I am also really happy that I am becoming a lot closer with my dad's side again. If it wasn't for that and being able to talk to my aunt lately, I honestly don't know where I'd be right now. Also, I don't know where I would be without Vince either. He does so much for me to make sure I am happy. And if he hadn't helped me today, I would have had nothing. And I'm also glad I have friends that will be there for me. I was happy that Elise and Amberly were there for me when it was all happening. Everyone that helped, I am so appreciative of them. I love them all and I am so lucky to have them. Serisouly, they are the ones that keep me going strong. <3.
I do miss "home," but only MY room, MY cat, and MY dog. I don't really miss anything else about it. I think I am going to get really lonesome for my animals. I will misssssss my babies s0oo0o0o, s00o0o0o, s00o0o0o, s00o0o0o much. Ahhh....
Man, I just hope that my interview on Wednesday goes good. If I got this job and the salary I am asking for, I am for sure moving out. And everyone is backing me up on it and thinks it will be the best thing for me. I think with that and knowing people will help me if I need it, really gives me the confidence to know I can get through this and will be able to make it on my own.
Well, I think that is it for now. I probably should try to get some sleep. I'm sure I'm going to have to start getting into a routine here. *sigh* I hope it all works out. But anywho, have a good night everyone. Laterrrrrrrr....
_JENNA_
P.S. Sorry it was s00o0o0o long... I had to vent. =]]