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life is daaaaaaaaaaamn unpredictable
just when u think something is somewhat definite...
it can disappear with the blink of an eye
even the smallest of things
idk...
i think i need some more stability in my life
for something that sticks around longer than a heartbeat
this whole situation is really disheartening b/c i really thought i found something that i could count on...and i'm basically left here in shock that it's vanished without a trace w/o the slightest idea what to do...i mean i just have questions...and the only person that could answer them isn't willing to listen...
btw kids, this has nothing to do with the fact that i'm in college now...
it's amazinggg...i'm having the time of my life and that is not an understatementt.
september 22nd = my birthday...mark the calendars mmkay??
edit: i just read a bunch of my old entries idk why...but i wrote THIS on May 22nd...
"Just when you think someone is there, and not going anywhere...they're not...and it's just like that. you think you know someone so well...yet you can't predict what they're going to do next even if it makes sense afterwards...meh.."
it's funny how people can NEVER learn!
(even though that was referring to someone who didnt disappear that was just in my imagination lol...but still i couldn't have predicted this this time)
just when u think something is somewhat definite...
it can disappear with the blink of an eye
even the smallest of things
idk...
i think i need some more stability in my life
for something that sticks around longer than a heartbeat
this whole situation is really disheartening b/c i really thought i found something that i could count on...and i'm basically left here in shock that it's vanished without a trace w/o the slightest idea what to do...i mean i just have questions...and the only person that could answer them isn't willing to listen...
btw kids, this has nothing to do with the fact that i'm in college now...
it's amazinggg...i'm having the time of my life and that is not an understatementt.
september 22nd = my birthday...mark the calendars mmkay??
edit: i just read a bunch of my old entries idk why...but i wrote THIS on May 22nd...
"Just when you think someone is there, and not going anywhere...they're not...and it's just like that. you think you know someone so well...yet you can't predict what they're going to do next even if it makes sense afterwards...meh.."
it's funny how people can NEVER learn!
(even though that was referring to someone who didnt disappear that was just in my imagination lol...but still i couldn't have predicted this this time)