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i just can't deal with this anyore,
it's like i suddenly hit the "full" mark in my emotional capacity,
there's no space left to think,
&& i know it goes downhill from here
it's not your fault
that everything makes me sad,
that everything you do reminds me of him,
that i just can't love like a normal person
i need him back--
here beside me, to remind me to stay strong
to be his fighter
&& the girl who won't give up,
because without him here
i'm forgetting who she was
i wonder what it's like to wake up in the morning feeling refreshed;
having something to live for,
being able to look at the day
as something that can make you happy,
instead of twenty-four more hours of hell
dear WORLD,
i've had a hard day today.
do you think that you could be a little nicer tomorrow?
love,, ME
&& she's the scene from that
gruesome horror story--
the girl who's drowning in SLOW MOTiON,
&& can't let out a scream
it's like i suddenly hit the "full" mark in my emotional capacity,
there's no space left to think,
&& i know it goes downhill from here
it's not your fault
that everything makes me sad,
that everything you do reminds me of him,
that i just can't love like a normal person
i need him back--
here beside me, to remind me to stay strong
to be his fighter
&& the girl who won't give up,
because without him here
i'm forgetting who she was
i wonder what it's like to wake up in the morning feeling refreshed;
having something to live for,
being able to look at the day
as something that can make you happy,
instead of twenty-four more hours of hell
dear WORLD,
i've had a hard day today.
do you think that you could be a little nicer tomorrow?
love,, ME
&& she's the scene from that
gruesome horror story--
the girl who's drowning in SLOW MOTiON,
&& can't let out a scream