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I was so naive
to think that you could ever be mine.
It's not so easy,
knowing loving you will never be enough.
Even I can't trust myself with loving you.
If you love me, please let me know.
If not, gently let me go.
I guess second best is all I'll ever be.
Well I'm sorry for believing that you could ever be different
for trusting you that you could prove my thoughts wrong
and I'm sorry that I'm not sorry anymore.
Did I say something way too honest?
I could've sworn that I was so inlove with you
now I'm not sure anymore.
I would make it better if I could,
I hope you realize that.
Call me old-school,
but you know it's all for you.
Baby, you're like my very own drug.
Making me want you when I shouldn't
Keepin' me high when I'm meant to be down.
Maybe I'm just scared of loving you way too much
and be unable to stop.
I'm so confused right now.
Should I love you this much?
Or should I learn to stop?
Baby, tell me what to do.
You hurt me more than words could say, and
the sad thing is - I don't want you to go away.
You wanna know what I really think? I think you're mean and the rudest person I've ever met. I think you're stupid and you smoke way too much. You're arrogant and have a superiority complex that is completely unjustified. You're a hypocrite and you are utterly and completely indifferent to other people's emotions. I can't stand you or anything you do. Yet I am shamelessly devoted to you and completely in love with you.
I've been fighting for so long. And I'm so tired. And I'm broken. And bruised. And I just can't do it anymore. So you can have my armor, you can take my sword, you can even use my shield. It's your turn to put up a fight, and if you really want me, it'll be a good one. It's your turn to be the knight in shining armor.
I've learned that you can never expect anything from anyone, no matter who it is. The moment you do, you're just setting yourself up to be let down.
and for some reason your tragedy is
keeping me on close call. I'm so intrigued
by your downfall, as awful as that sounds.
what I want is really simple,
I want a reason to believe that everything could be different.
After everything he did to you,
its really surprising that you are so sympathetic
and so understanding. you care so much, when
nine days out of ten he was treating you so awful.
that's nice. that shows that you are a good person.
that you can understand that even though a person
is usually at the worse that they aren't always that bad.
and suddenly
i'm HATING myself
for everything i EVER
felt for you. . .
to think that you could ever be mine.
It's not so easy,
knowing loving you will never be enough.
Even I can't trust myself with loving you.
If you love me, please let me know.
If not, gently let me go.
I guess second best is all I'll ever be.
Well I'm sorry for believing that you could ever be different
for trusting you that you could prove my thoughts wrong
and I'm sorry that I'm not sorry anymore.
Did I say something way too honest?
I could've sworn that I was so inlove with you
now I'm not sure anymore.
I would make it better if I could,
I hope you realize that.
Call me old-school,
but you know it's all for you.
Baby, you're like my very own drug.
Making me want you when I shouldn't
Keepin' me high when I'm meant to be down.
Maybe I'm just scared of loving you way too much
and be unable to stop.
I'm so confused right now.
Should I love you this much?
Or should I learn to stop?
Baby, tell me what to do.
You hurt me more than words could say, and
the sad thing is - I don't want you to go away.
You wanna know what I really think? I think you're mean and the rudest person I've ever met. I think you're stupid and you smoke way too much. You're arrogant and have a superiority complex that is completely unjustified. You're a hypocrite and you are utterly and completely indifferent to other people's emotions. I can't stand you or anything you do. Yet I am shamelessly devoted to you and completely in love with you.
I've been fighting for so long. And I'm so tired. And I'm broken. And bruised. And I just can't do it anymore. So you can have my armor, you can take my sword, you can even use my shield. It's your turn to put up a fight, and if you really want me, it'll be a good one. It's your turn to be the knight in shining armor.
I've learned that you can never expect anything from anyone, no matter who it is. The moment you do, you're just setting yourself up to be let down.
and for some reason your tragedy is
keeping me on close call. I'm so intrigued
by your downfall, as awful as that sounds.
what I want is really simple,
I want a reason to believe that everything could be different.
After everything he did to you,
its really surprising that you are so sympathetic
and so understanding. you care so much, when
nine days out of ten he was treating you so awful.
that's nice. that shows that you are a good person.
that you can understand that even though a person
is usually at the worse that they aren't always that bad.
and suddenly
i'm HATING myself
for everything i EVER
felt for you. . .