Apr 03, 2008 09:30
Having some issues in the guy department.
Keep this a secret, k?
Tim- I like him, alot. I like being his girlfriend. He's nice. But alot of the time it just doesn't even feel like we're in a relationship. Sometimes I even forget I have a boyfriend. I know, awful. But we barely talk and practically never hang out. It's pretty ghey. So when I don't see him in school, like when he's in shop or on the weekends, its just weird. Makes me not want to be with him cause it feels pointless. But I really do like him. =/
Zach- Love him. Legit, he's the best person I've ever met. He's everything I want in a guy. He's understanding (!!) and always, always there for me. He doesn't judge me or make me feel bad about myself. He's an amazing person. He has his flaws of course but still. Oh and he has a girlfriend. =/
Kevin- I always have such a good time with him. He's so funny and I really like being around him. We leave notes for eachother now and for some reason I can never get him out of my head. I don't know him well enough to know his flaws though.
It's like I like being with Tim but I don't see it going very far. If I was with Zach I think there'd be too much pessimism cause we're both very sad people. And I just wouldn't know what to expect with Kevin and I'm afraid when I find a flaw in him, it'll be something huge that I can't deal with. I dunno. Help?? =/