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Normally I would call her when im crying and upset over something cuz she will make me feel better but i cant do that anymore. So im stuck writing in my journal. Well one because shes the one im upset with , and two because I dont even know if she wants to even be my friend anymore.
I thought senior year was gonna be the best but it keeps going downhill....everything is just messing up.
Im losing like all of my friends that really meant something to me. All my best friends.
One i kinda lost touch with over various reasons.
Another one is half way across the country.
And the other just stopped talking to me all together because shes gained better friends.
It kinda hurts....
Like I had this best friend I could tell anything to....we laugh about stupid shit or nothing at all, we always had a good time....and most of our time was spent with each other. Now since school started i see her in the halls and smile and she looks right through me like shes never even talked to me before, wont answer my calls, etc. She has new friends so i guess i just feel like i was there until she found something better.
Its weird because we always talked bout no matter how much our other friends screwed us over it was always me and her...we were always there for each other....and it hurts so much because now she isnt there for me.
I lost my best friend.
and i dont even know what i did.
I thought senior year was gonna be the best but it keeps going downhill....everything is just messing up.
Im losing like all of my friends that really meant something to me. All my best friends.
One i kinda lost touch with over various reasons.
Another one is half way across the country.
And the other just stopped talking to me all together because shes gained better friends.
It kinda hurts....
Like I had this best friend I could tell anything to....we laugh about stupid shit or nothing at all, we always had a good time....and most of our time was spent with each other. Now since school started i see her in the halls and smile and she looks right through me like shes never even talked to me before, wont answer my calls, etc. She has new friends so i guess i just feel like i was there until she found something better.
Its weird because we always talked bout no matter how much our other friends screwed us over it was always me and her...we were always there for each other....and it hurts so much because now she isnt there for me.
I lost my best friend.
and i dont even know what i did.