The Silence is Tearing My Heart Apart
I think I just experienced the calm before the storm. The last hour and a half were surprisingly nausea-and-tear-free.
Perhaps it was because I was comforted by Disney movies and fairytale characters who always get what they deserve.
Now that the movie's over, the nausea has returned ten-fold, and a migraine is slowly developing.
As I wait out what could possibly be the last minutes of the greatest relationship that ever existed, I can't help but wonder what the rest of my life is going to be like. I know my professional dreams, but those dreams aren't going to mean anything to me without a great love by my side.
I've met the person that seems to understand me the best. He makes me laugh, he makes my face hurt from smiling all the time, and although there's tons of drama that has to do with his friends and family, none of it is between us.
If he doesn't pick me tonight, then I'm done with love. For a long time, anyway.
This is, or was, true love, if such a thing does indeed exist.
Perhaps it was because I was comforted by Disney movies and fairytale characters who always get what they deserve.
Now that the movie's over, the nausea has returned ten-fold, and a migraine is slowly developing.
As I wait out what could possibly be the last minutes of the greatest relationship that ever existed, I can't help but wonder what the rest of my life is going to be like. I know my professional dreams, but those dreams aren't going to mean anything to me without a great love by my side.
I've met the person that seems to understand me the best. He makes me laugh, he makes my face hurt from smiling all the time, and although there's tons of drama that has to do with his friends and family, none of it is between us.
If he doesn't pick me tonight, then I'm done with love. For a long time, anyway.
This is, or was, true love, if such a thing does indeed exist.