Talk About Fast
I didn't even have time to write about how happy I've been before I'm ready to write a sad entry again.
Shopping online for something I thought Daniel's sister would love for her (our) birthday, I realized I needed to know the exact year she was born. So, logical thought processes told me to look it up on facebook. Great idea. I got to read all about how Renae and Holly are like sisters and how Renae went to Holly's graduation today. (Guess who had no idea her boyfriends ex was going to a family event?)
I feel gypped. So out of place. Should I even try anymore? I feel like an idiot for getting her something for her graduation, and for getting so excited about the perfect present for her 18th birthday.
It's getting pretty hard to swallow. There's this huge lump in my throat and I feel really, really awkward.
I'm sorry, emotions. Looks like you're not getting a break from this stress any time soon.
Shopping online for something I thought Daniel's sister would love for her (our) birthday, I realized I needed to know the exact year she was born. So, logical thought processes told me to look it up on facebook. Great idea. I got to read all about how Renae and Holly are like sisters and how Renae went to Holly's graduation today. (Guess who had no idea her boyfriends ex was going to a family event?)
I feel gypped. So out of place. Should I even try anymore? I feel like an idiot for getting her something for her graduation, and for getting so excited about the perfect present for her 18th birthday.
It's getting pretty hard to swallow. There's this huge lump in my throat and I feel really, really awkward.
I'm sorry, emotions. Looks like you're not getting a break from this stress any time soon.