Physically Drained & Emotionally Exhausted
Worst day in a long, long while.
Best part: fighting with Daniel on the way home tonight. (And yes, this statement was meant to be served with a large helping of sarcasm).
The past few days have sucked between us.
Maybe I was right to hold off telling him what I thought he needed to know. What I thought was true...?
It doesn't matter. I'm really tired of pointless arguments about trivial things. I hope another one doesn't come along any time soon because I can't promise I'm not going to scream until my voice gives out and then cry until a lung collapses.
Every time we fight, I cry. It's ridiculous. I don't ever remember crying this easily over a boy. Pretty stupid, if you ask me.
"The stars fell out of the sky, and my tears rolled into the ocean,
Now I'm looking for a reason why you even set my world into motion
Cuz if you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter
I'm filled to the top with fear, that it's all just a bunch of matter
If you're not really here, then I don't want to be either
I want to be next to you, black and gold, black and gold, black and gold"
It's funny. Yesterday these were just intriguing lyrics I happened upon. Today, they define me.
Best part: fighting with Daniel on the way home tonight. (And yes, this statement was meant to be served with a large helping of sarcasm).
The past few days have sucked between us.
Maybe I was right to hold off telling him what I thought he needed to know. What I thought was true...?
It doesn't matter. I'm really tired of pointless arguments about trivial things. I hope another one doesn't come along any time soon because I can't promise I'm not going to scream until my voice gives out and then cry until a lung collapses.
Every time we fight, I cry. It's ridiculous. I don't ever remember crying this easily over a boy. Pretty stupid, if you ask me.
"The stars fell out of the sky, and my tears rolled into the ocean,
Now I'm looking for a reason why you even set my world into motion
Cuz if you're not really here, then the stars don't even matter
I'm filled to the top with fear, that it's all just a bunch of matter
If you're not really here, then I don't want to be either
I want to be next to you, black and gold, black and gold, black and gold"
It's funny. Yesterday these were just intriguing lyrics I happened upon. Today, they define me.